whitereflection: (supernatural impala bleak midwinter)
Still alive o/ Apologies for being kind of absent of late, but you know *hand wave*. Mood, hidey from holiday stress, then busy with family stuffs, same old. ♥ to those that left holiday wishes on my last post, and thanks to [livejournal.com profile] lady_eilthana for the v-gift :D ♥

Kept it really quiet Christmas Eve, for the most part. Had managed to finish all holiday prep (though the husband's idea of holiday prep seems to be toss things together at the last minute, rather than my stress about it for over a month, yet we both get stuff done about the same time. Hum.). Person in my guild continued to be the cause of ~issues~ so I played on unguilded alts that day to not have to deal with him (the situation is currently being dealt with), and thus finally got to see all the goblin and worgen starting areas and storylines. Won't be doing anything more with the one worgen alt, but I like my goblin priest (aiming to go shadow, of course), and she's kind of cute--named her Akathisia. I stumbled across the word recently on Wikipedia and it is strangely awesome.

Christmas we spent the afternoon with extended family at my cousin's place in Lincoln. Tons and tons of food--between that and our own holiday candy, have been overdosing on sugar for days now. Dad's still dealing with a lot of pain from his shoulder surgery awhile back (he was manic from the pain meds Christmas Eve evening when we were at his and my stepmother's place for gifts), and now it's worse because he took a fall on the ice while walking up the street to my cousin's place. He landed on the plastic cooler he was carrying under one arm and had to be taken to the ER where they found he'd cracked a rib. So he's on even more pain meds now, but still in a lot of pain. It really rattled my cousin (though her wife was just stellar at taking care of my Dad and getting him driven over to the Emergicare place, staying with them while they waited) and my aunt. Said aunt is doing well, all things considered (continuing chemo and such), and ended up weepy for another reason when her adopted daughter's longtime boyfriend called and asked my aunt permission to marry her. It sort of felt like some sort of Lifetime sitcom. :p (Though it's better than Mom's side of the family, who, while there's the "normal" ones, the "not normal" ones have become even more freakish and facepalmingly Jerry Springer recently).

Christmas evening was just Mom, the husband, and I back at home doing our gifts and decompressing from a day of omg-too-many-people. From friends I got a book and a 20-sided die that flashes when it rolls 20 (they gave the same to James, unfortunate since I'd gotten him the same thing :p ), got a couple of frames Mom did up with more cat photo collages to go with the ones she'd already hung up in the kitchen, some poetry compilations, holiday-themed socks, and a few cookbooks from another aunt. James gave me a gift card for the iTunes store and a new keyboard, which even though it's just another standard Apple keyboard is so YAY. Had been so frustrated at how bad some of the keys were sticking where that old drink spill had gotten worse again. Also got a little geeky card game, cocoa, and tons of candy. Another friend gave the husband and I both the WoW Li'l Ragnaros pet for in-game, though we still need to activate the codes for that. Got given the Sam & Max games off Steam as well as getting called Christmas Day by Aaron, too, which was way cool even if I eventually had to rush off, and I'm so going to have fun poking at the games (ty again :) ).

Sunday was D&D, the husband's alt game, in which my barbarian missed nearly every will save roll (he's got a mighty 1 in it currently), and the module's encounters demanded a freaking *ton* of said rolls. Lost count of the numbers of times he was stunned or feared (including the one where he ran away and then back for a total of six rounds :| ) The rest of the week should be quiet-ish, though several friends are coming over Friday evening for our gift exchange, and I'll do dinner for them (all easy stuff, though, just heat-up type things). Then Saturday another friend will have us over all afternoon/evening for a very-extended New Year's movie "night", followed by the other D&D game next Sunday.

Other than that, have tabs of fic open that I'm hoping to get to soon, and am still trying to decide if I'm ever going to get caught up on the comments I've procrastinated on since November. :B We shall see. Anyway, HI. Glad to see people have been having decent holidays ♥
whitereflection: (sam um...yeah :|)
The tub drain plug/lever thing's being replaced, about 150$ as I expected. Less expected was the discovery that the pipe leading away from the bathtub drain has become frighteningly corroded this past year, and absolutely requires replacing of said segment, for another 500$. D:, *facepalm*, arghlwarghl, etc., and so on.

After last week's hormone-induced anxiety and then massive anger, I've meandered through a more typical low mood and then back to holy crap anxiety. :x Hence a panicky bout of Doing Things of a RL and holiday nature. At least that means the bills and present-wrapping are caught up on (only bits left are the last couple things yet to arrive). Have started planning my must-do list of things for January, including insurance and house-related issues. I guess this is the sort of thing I am good for now, but it means contacting people, which yeah, not my best skill.

foolish WoW fretting )

Jojo, I swear that beta will happen tomorrow, I mean it this time. :( It'll be my first thing on the list this time, I promise.
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*At least I got all the rest of my holiday shopping done Saturday, and got packages mailed. Just waiting for some things to arrive to finish wrapping.

*On the other hand, should have done financial stuff as well as beta something for someone today, am not going to accomplish either.

*In WoW, heroics are starting to seem challenging rather than impossible, but while I don't suck totally on Ak, I still do somewhat. Think some of the tensions between guild people are easing--it always gets bad during the start of an xpac. Got this achievement on Ak: http://www.wowhead.com/achievement=4496#. Yes, an achievement about achievements. Because I rock like that. (Not even that cool anymore, sadly. Some have 12-13k of points.)

*The lever for the bathroom tub drain's broken, so it won't drain unless the lever's being held down. Annoying. Having someone out to fix it tomorrow. Noticed the 'seam' where the enclosed back porch meets the house is letting water from melting snow on the roof drip in. Will have to look up there to see if there's shingle damage or what. Maybe it needs the sealant on that join done/redone? Add that to the 'call someone' list. :/

*winter dry skin D: So much itching. And my knuckles are like sandpaper. So stupidly cold downstairs here, too, even with a flannel shirt on. And I guess one pair of socks isn't enough?

*Trying Google Chrome out the last few days, instead of Safari. So far it seems okay. Less time freezing because of gifs, definitely better at not crashing from Flash things (so far).

Ugh, I need a blanket. And cocoa. Not that I deserve cocoa, what with not accomplishing anything today. But I'll probably get some anyway. Asdfskjfk cold.
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At least got the shoveling done (not that there's much snow), and what presents I do have wrapped. Ordered almost all the rest that I need. Just need a few more stores Fri/Sat to be done-done. And the stuff that has to be mailed is ready to go, so that can be done Tues. That's progress at least.

Car went in to have the accident damage repaired yesterday, found out today that...yeah, Saturn parts are hard to find now, so they won't have it done until Tuesday or Wednesday earliest. We're a one-car family. Yeah. So now I've got to rent a car. At least Dad can help the husband get to work tomorrow, and get me over to Enterprise. The other person's insurance is...just not talking to USAA. Though USAA says that they will handle it if this continues (has been a month) and will go to arbitration if need be. Such stupid hassle for what was a minor fender bender.

I fail so hard at WoW. I suck at the new heroics, like seriously suck. And I'm pretty sure most of my guildmates like the husband well more than they like me right now. Really starting to feel like I don't fit in anymore, and starting to think I'm just not good enough for what the game is right now.

I guess I should be happy that I've got heat and the internet http://www.johnnywander.com/comics/232 so at least I'm warm and able to make bitchy, whining posts, yeah? :/
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Mood is in the absolute crapper of late. One of the times pms is especially godawful, I suppose. But if I am extra withdrawn the last few days, that's why. Not doing well at dealing with people, even in-game. Anger issues are definitely a problem this time around, seriously blowing up at stupidly minor frustrations and people being idiots that I should shrug off. I'm always the one that looks bad for it, and it's embarassing; yet, I just can't seem to keep it under control.

Anyway. Ak hit 85 on Saturday, the husband's toon the next day. Starting the usual end-game routine of daily quests, rep grinding, dungeons and heroic dungeons. My annoyance with how they've set up the jewelcrafting profession compared to the other professions knows no bounds. But seriously, if the one guy in guild keeps pushing me around about my plans on how to get designs for the guild, especially since he's *helping out* and I'm the one that should be telling *him* how to proceed, I'm going to lose my shit again.

So behind on Christmas things. And I started out so well, too.

Edit: Also think I'm going to be dropping out of the j2everafter thing. I feel bad, since i claimed a signup someone else could have had. But at this point, I don't think there's any way I'm capable of finishing it (I haven't even done more than that tentative start from November), and am in a really bad mental place about my writing abilities.
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*Happy birthday to [livejournal.com profile] purequicksilver! ♥

*Thanks, Anna and Jojo, for the v-gifts! ♥ & *hugs* to you two

*Guh. Should not be so tired from just two errands and two stores for groceries. (Am better, honestly, just the lingering cough is a bit annoying.)

*Wowowow )

*Mood's so weird right now. Got asked an uncomfortable question that I just can't answer without spotlighting how much how much of a failure I am. I hate looking bad to people, especially those I really like--but it's my own fault, isn't it? Just have gotten more and more down thinking about it. Yet at the store, even when I was running out of energy so badly, the music I was hearing made me sort of want to dance around. Self, what, just what. (Also, totally fangirled at Mom when I heard Little Lion Man on the radio again. Sort of amuses me that they refer to it as new, when I first got ahold of an mp3 in October of last year from the EP and the CD version in May. Ah, radio.)

*To balance the emo, cute! http://icanhascheezburger.com/2010/12/08/funny-pictures-well-heres-your-problem/ Kitty! \o/

P.S. Still not managing to reply to the last couple weeks of comments. -__- Nearly at 3 weeks worth? I'm so awesome at being a friend, asdfsdfkjf. :/ Sorry (again).
whitereflection: (Default)
I think I shall talk about WoW, and only about WoW, and not even pretend to mix it in with other stuff or tuck it at the end of a post. Wowowowowow. :p

Hmf. I need more current WoW icons...

okay, fine, walls and walls of text so I guess I'll cut )
whitereflection: (wow REPENT! gnome ftw)

Dramatic Pokemon Theme Reading "Portable Atrocities", as written by written by halolz.com (http://www.halolz.com/2010/11/05/portable-atrocities/), read by Totalbiscuit aka The Cynical Brit. Aaahahahahahaha. ♥

And! Cata servers go live--or crash--in 30 minutes~ :D
whitereflection: (BALLS.)
Yeah, still sick. But improving, I promise. This thing seriously kicked my ass, and I'm unfortunately used to how colds treat me. Least I don't feel like I need a dr/antibiotics anymore, just normal-cold cruddy. No energy though, which really gets aggravating. A good night of sleep would help, but just can't seem to thanks to waking myself up contantly coughing--either getting up for cough syrup/drops keeps me up for awhile or if it's past 5am, I might as well just get up, you know? But a few hours a night is gettin' a mite old. ^^;

UGH, need a new keyboard. Long time ago, I'd had a spill that'd gummed up a few keys--they got kinda-sorta better, but then recently have out of the blue gummed up even *worse*, and my 6-7-8 are darned near non-functional. Guess I know what my Christmas money from Dad will go toward.

OMFG WOW: CATACLYSM TONIGHT \o/!!! Shows how out of it I am--I kept thinking when I heard midnight release 12-7, that meant midnight Tuesday. No, Beavis, you dumbass, that means Monday midnight. Oy. I seriously only realized this *last night*.

For some reason, realizing Cata comes out tonight instead of tomorrow night started me on some sort of anxiety-cascade, and thus massive insomnia before the coughing problem even factored in. >_< Aasfsdkjfk. I'm just so behind on basic house stuff, and thought I was okay on holiday things but now feel hugely behind. And I'd wanted to do cards for people, but honestly that's not going to happen. :/ So I really love all those that have posted entries saying to leave an address for a Christmas/holiday card, but I feel really weird taking and not giving. Bad enough I've left prompts for comment-fic when I'm not going to have anything to offer.

Was supposed to go to the husband's work holiday dinner tonight, but highly likely not doing so. And of course, had planned on waiting at Gamestop this evening for the midnight release, but that's probably not a good idea. :/ The husband is willing to do it, which is cool, since he's not one for standing out in crowds and usually I'm the weirdo that does that sort of thing. (Unfortunately it does mean standing out in the cold again >_< Which is why I definitely can't do it.)


PS REGARDING A CERTAIN TV GUIDE COVER WOOOOOO HELL YEAH FANDOM :D :D :D Holy cats, for the first time in like a decade I actually give a shit about buying a TV Guide. XD;

Dec. 2nd, 2010 10:11 am
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Because it still needs to be pimped out:
♥Love Meme♥

Speaking of that meme, huge, huge *hugs* to y'all, and extra hugs and thanks to certain of you, you know who you are ♥ You guys, I just ♥♥♥ \o/

♥ also to [livejournal.com profile] jojothecr for the present :D I should've said something yesterday, but I was slacking. Thanks, hon!

I feel like this is sort of the lost week or something. o_O Can't believe it's Thursday. Just doesn't feel like it. It's all lost in a haze of sleeping and sinus meds and cough syrup. And so many Halls drops, don't think I've ever taken so many. >_o Just wish it would all just go away already. Kind of tired of having my ass so thoroughly kicked by it, yes. ^^; (PS Hey, flu shot, you going to actually prevent anything this year?)

Re:WoW-- Haven't made much progress with the new alts like some folks have, just haven't had the energy to be gung-ho about it. So Deannajude the warrior still's only 21, though my troll druid is 16, I think. I should run Ak through heroics with the new goblin faction tabard so I can get their mount (that ATV looking thing :p ), but, eh, later. Been trying the quest chain in Hillsbrad based off the Plants Vs Zombies webgame, and...I'm horrid at it. :/ I want the sunflower pet you get after finishing all the quests so badly, but I keep failing and failing at the 'set us up the pumpkin bomb' one. Just sucks, because other people have accomplished it with only some struggling, and me, I just can't seem to get it. Will keep trying, but it's frustrating. And the sunflower pet is so damned cute. :(
whitereflection: (winchesters lazy slackers)
Ffffff, I think I've come down with something again. T___T I have the worst immune system EVER.

Got to see my brother and his gf, though. Went out with them, Mom, and the husband to this hole in the wall Chinese place that for some reason everyone else in my family loves. Was a cool chance to catch up with them at least. Even if they did taunt me with the fact that there's tons of dim sum places out in Denver.

Re: WoW-- I...give up. Even though some of their forms are horrid, I'm gonna try a troll druid. And maybe I'll leave my horde hunter as a troll, too. I really do like troll gals. They just look and sound cool.

Blah blah, mininano stuff )

Wonder how I'm gonna get the day's writing in tomorrow. Have James' D&D game during the day (still need to write up a barbarian), then the Thanksgiving get together at our friends' place in the evening. Might have to resort to writing crap haiku during the game or something.
whitereflection: (supernatural impala interstatehighway)
J.K.'s Solstice Hard Cider (http://organicscrumpy.com/) is damned amazing, especially warmed. Tasty, I say, taaaaaasty. I almost never drink, and one reason is because it's hard to find alcoholic things where I like the flavor. This was awesome. Bought another bottle at the store today. :| I rationalized it as it's only going to be around a short time during the holidays. Split the one last night with mom, but she only wanted a small amount, so I ended up with about 2/3 the bottle. I'm heavy and was quite full thanks to so much foods, but yeah, I was very...mellow. :p (But truly, so very tasty.)

Re: WoW. Finally got my dk to 80, so I can ignore him until I level his alchemy come Cata. Am continuing to fall so hard for the new Orgrimmar. And ohman, I am kind of stunned at the detail they put into the female goblins' hair (no pcs yet, but the npcs all have the new appearances). It really puts the hair on other female toons to shame--really hoping the hairstyles get shared via barbershop with belves and nelves at the least.

Definitely avoided shopping areas today, though got a good number of gift things ordered online. So I'm doing much better than many previous years. And it's past Thanksgiving so I can allow myself to listen to my Christmas music YAY \o/ Happy happy.

Poetry for mininano/wrisomifu, the sort that could be read as original but is really about Dean&Sam. :p

And yeah, I had the song stuck in my head )
whitereflection: (wow REPENT! gnome ftw)
WoW \o/ Yays. What tiny bit of the new stuff I've seen is really neat. I dig the 'new' Orgrimmar a lot more than I thought I would. Didn't really explore any other areas, but I need to. Already started my new belf gal warrior--another girl!chester, aka Deannajude, because (girl!Sam) Wynnchester can't be left lonely. :p

Very much bummed--was very, very much looking forward to the new t-shirt put out by the Johnny Wander webcomic crew. Only to find today that they don't go up to 2XL like their previous shirts, so I can't get one. :/
http://johnnywander.bigcartel.com/product/hokusai-mens-womens
It's so cool, too. :( Technically, I could wear an XL, but it would be really snug, and I can't stand wearing stuff that's snug/binding/tight. I've worn things baggy since I was like 14. :/

Ugh, what has been killing my allergies today...sinuses and throat are so swollen and sore -__- I feel horrid. And it's weird, but like my close friends in-guild in WoW, I was fine with them today, but the 'acquaintances' or like people I sort of know or who are friends of friends...holy shit, were those people pissing me off so much. I wanted to smack some of them for very little reason. Irritable, irritable. Oy.

very.

Nov. 23rd, 2010 09:59 am
whitereflection: (sam narrowed eyes (bw))
Am I a cranky bitch? Why yes, yes, I am. :|

(Also *extremely* excited about it being the patch that starts The Shattering in WoW, and sparkle-eyed at the new splash screen and cinematic. But still, very, very, *very* cranky. Lots of "well, eff *you*" and "whateva, I do what I want" in my head, atm.)

>:[ >:E even.
whitereflection: (supernatural impala highways)
So, Trader Joe's Dark Peppermint Covered Peppermint Joe Joe's are my demon blood. Good lord'n'butter, those should be a controlled substance. (See? http://www.candyblog.net/blog/item/trader_joes_mint_jojos_versus_mint_oreos/ Asdfkjfsk*omnom*)

Speaking of tasty things, ♥thanks, [livejournal.com profile] jojothecr for the fruit plate virtual gift :D Cute!♥

Re: WoW. >_> So addicted to playing Yared over on Khaz Modan. :x I think I got her like four or five levels yesterday (up to 22 already). When did warriors get to be this fun? I think I'm Fury tree for life... At least I can sort of rationalize playing her instead of my belf DK or my mage (still 3 levels and five levels from 80) since it's sort of a last chance to see Darkshore and Ashenvale before The Shattering. I'll miss Auberdine, in a way. ^^; (Nostalgia again...remembering being there the first time on Sas in vanilla, and it was so very crowded--met the people who got me into my very first guild on a quest there.)

mini/wriso )

>:[

Nov. 11th, 2010 04:24 pm
whitereflection: (mininano your face)
I'm pretty much a waste of space today. Wrote seriously crappy sort-of poetry (pseudo-kids' and otherwise), just to hit my word/time goal. Awesome. And I'm pretty much proving I'm still not Shel Silverstein.

blah blah blah )

Re: WoW...when did warriors get awesome to level? Holy cats, leveling them is absolutely fun now (I've tried before, several times...always give up between 10 and 20). Yared the intended-to-be-throwaway-alt will probably stick around, and I'm really looking forward to starting my belf gal warrior post-Cata now (♥ girl!Dean so Wynn has a buddy). Even just a couple talent points in, and the Fury tree is already cool as hell.

elunarian

Nov. 8th, 2010 04:20 pm
whitereflection: (supernatural impala and charger)
Forgot to rec this yesterday:
http://community.livejournal.com/zuben_fic/27254.html
Darker Pieces of the Night, by [livejournal.com profile] zuben_eschamali, for [livejournal.com profile] spn_reversebang, J2 AU, NC-17, 16,488.
Inspired by some absolutely *amazing* art. A superhero AU, with winged!Jared (winged! Jared! ♥), an interesting world that felt unique, h/c, and intimate, personal explorations of the characters and the relationship that developed between them that you don't tend to find in a story about one or both as superheroes. I was so excited to read this after hearing about it earlier last week, and is one of those fics that I just *enjoyed* reading, that pressed so many of my buttons just right. Definitely on my reread list.

In other "news"...am indulging in night elf therapy in WoW again. Used to do this a lot in vanilla and BC, where when down or stressed, I'd honestly crave to start yet another night elf alt. Teldrassil is still my favorite starting area (sorry, Eversong Woods, you're a close second), and well, I can't help but feel that night elf female is still my favorite to play, as much as I love blood elves and draenei (sorry, Ak, but Sasukeh/Sasuke will always be my first main ♥). Though maybe that's colored by nostalgia. I just...it's so pretty, and the music's so soothing and beautiful, and I dunno. Nostalgia, like I said. Reminds me of when I fell in love with WoW back during the open beta for the original release. And it's familiar, so it's soothing like that, too. She's a warrior with long, dark blue hair named Yared, which may be the Hebrew form of Jared. :p Yeah, I know, I'm lame.

dean/sam mininano-wrisomifu ficlet )

memetic

Oct. 12th, 2010 12:34 pm
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Ohyeah, got tagged for a meme (hi [livejournal.com profile] theron09 :) ), which like never happens, so--


What's your favorite season?
Fall fall fall fall fall ♥

What's the latest movie you watched?
My rewatching of Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure. Am really, really fail at seeing stuff in theaters anymore (I think the last thing was IronMan 2?), mostly wait for them to come out on DVD, and for one of my friends to share. I am lazy and cheap. :/

What is/are your favorite song(s) at the moment?
MCR - Na Na Na, most of the new Linkin Park CD, Jimmy Eat World - My Best Theory, Civil Twilight - Letters From The Sky

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Supernatural and World of Warcraft

What's your favorite musical instrument?
Electric guitar, piano

What web sites do you always visit when you're online?
LJ, Yahoo mail, a couple ff.net communities (Limp Sam and Sam Winchester), wokentoosoon.com, a bunch of webcomics

What was the last thing you bought?
Food and stuff for the cats from the vet

If you won 10.000 buck today, what would you do with it?
Put most of it in savings, but maybe a PS3 and a sushi dinner, too.

What's your favorite thing to do during your free time?
reading fanfic, web surfing, WoW

What's the last thing that made you cry?
Hormones. Friday/Saturday sucked ass. Just kept crying for no reason at all, very stupid.

Do you want to learn another language?
I like learning languages, but fail utterly at retaining them. I've had a little German, Russian, and Japanese, but don't recall almost anything. But for some reason, I'd kind of like to learn Latin.

Five things you can't live without?
my computer, the internet, music, imagination, you guys and my WoW friends


I guess I was supposed to replace a question if I didn't like any, but eh, didn't feel like it. Also, said to tag 11 people, but not gonna do that either. Lazy. ¬_¬ In other non-news, massive patch day today in WoW, the start of all the tons of changes in preparation for the Cataclysm xpac. Omg changes *flailpanic*

about time

Oct. 5th, 2010 11:11 pm
whitereflection: (wow sindorei)
Once more, with feeling. And less tracking the wrong Been Waiting A Long Time For This stack. )


And thanks for the yorkie v-gift, [livejournal.com profile] jojothecr ♥ That's most excellent of you~ Definitely nice to have that to smile about today.

ETA: our guild announcement post about the achievement, just for the heck of it:
http://wokentoosoon.com/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=167

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