whitereflection | Entries tagged with fffffffffu-

Ah, that feeling that hits me when I realize that next month will be my 20th annual high school reunion.

I remember that time when my Dad had his 20th annual high school reunion.

I wish it weren't a raid night, because I sort of feel the need to go drown my sorrows in something.

(No, not planning on going, just don't feel like it, the alumni don't even have my current address and I haven't felt the motivation to update. It's all about showing how you still look good--which I don't--or how successful you are--which I'm not--or to show off your kids--and I don't have any of those. So. A few people I wouldn't mind seeing, but most of them, eh.)

Current Mood: blah

My throat is on fire. T___T Can't skip out on the D&D thing tomorrow or the late-Thanksgiving thing in the evening, much less writing for the last 3 days of November. But I really, really wish I could just say to hell with it all. Because seriously, on fire. So hope it's not so bad when I wake up tomorrow.

Also, is there a "hollisharrow1476" out there? Because they're trying to add me to their Yahoo! online list, and I'm kind of not sure who that person even is. o_O So, just curious.

Current Mood: *WHINE*

Very minor accident, but the husband got hit by some woman when driving back to work for middle-of-the-night overtime last night. He's fine, and it's just a little damage to the driver's side taillight and surrounding area/bumper, but now he's got to deal with filing with insurance fun. Her fault, she ran a flashing red light, so he had the right of way. But whee. She must have been traveling at a good speed though, because the hit spun the car around a good 180 degrees, he said. Though it wasn't enough to trigger airbags. Lucky it was so late/early morning, so there wasn't any other traffic, or it could have been something multicar.

http://www.nataliedee.com/111010/i-think-thats-in-massachusetts-or-rhode-island-or-something.jpg
Yeah...
http://www.toothpastefordinner.com/102810/how-does-imagination-work.gif
Fucking truth, seriously. Sort of explains the stuff I've been writing of late, maybe? Or maybe not. (I feel like I should apologize to those that actually read what I do, for it so often being down/ouch :/ Sorry.)

( mini/mifu, just j2 schmoop, I promise )

Current Mood: uncomfortable

Flu shot yesterday, whee. Felt like someone had punched me in the arm but hard, and still is sort of sore today. Also was the husband's birthday, so we had dinner at Red Lobster and some of the cheesecake my brother and his gf had sent him for a gift.

( mininano/wrisomifu stuff )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Oren Productions - Also Sprach Kefka | Powered by Last.fm

Dear self:

Fic posting date is the *18th*, not the 22nd. FFS, above all else, do not forget that again. Also, today may kind have sucked, but you *will* work on/finish the thing tomorrow or Sunday at the freaking latest, no more excuses. This is not hard, and it's not long. Why are you making it be hard when it isn't? Other people can compose something awesome in like, an evening's work.

Quit panicking (again),
me

Oh god, next Saturday. D:

Current Mood: exanimate

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)

[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to

fabilimah for reccing the video.]

Current Mood: grumpy

What the beans is this snow crap? We were almost completely thawed from the stuff lingering since December. It's March 11th. It was raining day before yesterday! DX AAAAARGH.

And the subject line is honest to cats the noise I made when I noticed it out the window. Unexpected and unwelcome snow is unexpected and unwelcome. >(

Current Mood: cranky

Nearly had to do a 10man raid since the guild was looking short of people. Then they had extra folks log in, and they were all "Are you sure you're okay with sitting out?" and I was like "OMFG YES I MUST GO WATCH SUPERNATURAL!" Anyway. :| Shooooooooooow ♥♥♥

( 5.13 )

Current Mood: enthralled

( 5x10 )

Current Mood: distressed

$whitereflection: (samdeancastiel epic \o/)$

( shoooooooooow T___T aka 5x03 )

Current Mood: D:

So. 5.1.

( FFFFFFFFFFFFF. )

Current Mood: AUGH.

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Melodramatic Fool

I really fucked it up this time, didn't I, my dear?

have a moment of zen

(no subject)

I...could use some coffee.

eff endings, it's beginnings that suck

tortoise

just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

aafsksjfsikdkf

zomfgshooooow \o/

would it be gauche of me to ask for a hug right about now?

FFFFFF. and AAAAAAA. D: D:

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