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[whitereflection]

I have this feeling that I'm screwing up with a lot of people right now. I keep feeling like I need to go around asking, 'Are things ok? Even though I've been neglecting you?' and such. Guess I'm obsessing on failure thoughts again, and this is just one area that I apply that to. I dunno. *sighs* It's like I need to go through and periodically issue blanket apologies...'whatever it is I've said or done, or not said or done, I'm sorry, truly...I'll quit being stupid one of these days, I promise'. Or something.

I wish I could sleep in for once. I swear it's permanent that I wake up before 8 anymore.

Cookout with Anj and Gina yesterday (before yet another deluge started again, at least). I know I spent too much providing food for, but...*shrugs* Spent the evening video gaming. We're starting to muddle through MGS (yay, I can now break necks). Also fussed with WA3 a bit more. What they really went nuts over was Guilty Gear X (god, I so need XX), and Grand Theft Auto 3. I mean, they *LOVED* GTA3. As in 'woahomg we need PS2s too!!!1!11!one' loved. Freaky. Though playing fighting games again has shown that even my hand and forearm muscles are pathetically out of shape. Pff...sad.

Don's DnD game today...guess I'll spend it studying. If I can stay awake.

*allergy'd* >_< I want deep frost again.

Comments

[lems.livejournal.com]

Hi! *hugs* I'm fine. :)

I also have started playing FF8 again.. couldn't get through it the first time 'cause of the draw system (it drives me up a wall). I don't really play fighter games or the GTA games... the only one I'm even a bit patient with is Ehrgeiz... and that's 'cause Zax is a hidden player character...
(I'm *such* the FF wench..)

*hugs*
laters!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Wah, hi! *hugsmisses* Good luck on FF8...must admit, I barely made it into that game. What was it, the early bit where Squall has to get on a train and there's some sort of timed fight I think...? That's where I quit. ._. I still think 2/4 and 7 are my favorites, though if I can find time I'm going to give 9 a try (I keep getting tempted by the pretty of 10, but I hear it's not that interesting...)

Ehrgeiz, though <3 Been so long since I played that...am terrible at it, but still <3 : )

*hugs much* hope things are ok, ne...

[mintaka00.livejournal.com]

Me good, managed to get some lazing away in the late March sun today. Should of been continuing chores but screw it. Fifty five on the south side of the house must be celebrated. Me the three dogs and the donkeys were all laying out soaking up the vitamin D together. Wish I could drag you off into my little corner of chaos to share (compare notes with Sue to see if you actually could stand it. ^___^)

I can relate to the not sleeping in thing. No matter how much I could use it, like clock work the donkeys start in at five AM, followed closely by Pav sighing and crashing in his crate. Le sigh, Le thump, Le Extra Annoyed And Trying To Get Attention Sigh. Gets you up every time. And if that didn't the cats closely follow him with purring, light scratching of the shoulders and clawing of the mattress.

It's a conspiracy. I learned long ago it's easiest not to fight it just to embrace it and love the morning. And to drink lots and lots of green tea so I can actually stay vertical. ^^;;

~Extra Hugs~ Because we just never get to talk in real time these days.

[hijiri.livejournal.com]

:lovesnuggles:: you should never have to apologize for being busy, it happens to every single one of us. Don't worry either, all friendships go through quiet times, and the strong ones just simply pick right back up without at beat again at their own pace.

Nothing much going on here. Decided to play with an rp ::giggles:: enjoying it and having my soul sucked away at the same time. Otherwise, just living work... it's been interesting, one of the gals left on maternity leave, think am doing okay, even if things got more intense.

::giggles:: don't worry about sore wrists. I used to have button callouses on my thumbs and on my kingdom hearts spree (both times) actually had to stop because was loosing use of one thumb. Come... join the dark side..