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[whitereflection]

I have this feeling that I'm screwing up with a lot of people right now. I keep feeling like I need to go around asking, 'Are things ok? Even though I've been neglecting you?' and such. Guess I'm obsessing on failure thoughts again, and this is just one area that I apply that to. I dunno. *sighs* It's like I need to go through and periodically issue blanket apologies...'whatever it is I've said or done, or not said or done, I'm sorry, truly...I'll quit being stupid one of these days, I promise'. Or something.

I wish I could sleep in for once. I swear it's permanent that I wake up before 8 anymore.

Cookout with Anj and Gina yesterday (before yet another deluge started again, at least). I know I spent too much providing food for, but...*shrugs* Spent the evening video gaming. We're starting to muddle through MGS (yay, I can now break necks). Also fussed with WA3 a bit more. What they really went nuts over was Guilty Gear X (god, I so need XX), and Grand Theft Auto 3. I mean, they *LOVED* GTA3. As in 'woahomg we need PS2s too!!!1!11!one' loved. Freaky. Though playing fighting games again has shown that even my hand and forearm muscles are pathetically out of shape. Pff...sad.

Don's DnD game today...guess I'll spend it studying. If I can stay awake.

*allergy'd* >_< I want deep frost again.

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[lems.livejournal.com]

Hi! *hugs* I'm fine. :)

I also have started playing FF8 again.. couldn't get through it the first time 'cause of the draw system (it drives me up a wall). I don't really play fighter games or the GTA games... the only one I'm even a bit patient with is Ehrgeiz... and that's 'cause Zax is a hidden player character...
(I'm *such* the FF wench..)

*hugs*
laters!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Wah, hi! *hugsmisses* Good luck on FF8...must admit, I barely made it into that game. What was it, the early bit where Squall has to get on a train and there's some sort of timed fight I think...? That's where I quit. ._. I still think 2/4 and 7 are my favorites, though if I can find time I'm going to give 9 a try (I keep getting tempted by the pretty of 10, but I hear it's not that interesting...)

Ehrgeiz, though <3 Been so long since I played that...am terrible at it, but still <3 : )

*hugs much* hope things are ok, ne...