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Mar. 28th, 2004 07:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionI have this feeling that I'm screwing up with a lot of people right now. I keep feeling like I need to go around asking, 'Are things ok? Even though I've been neglecting you?' and such. Guess I'm obsessing on failure thoughts again, and this is just one area that I apply that to. I dunno. *sighs* It's like I need to go through and periodically issue blanket apologies...'whatever it is I've said or done, or not said or done, I'm sorry, truly...I'll quit being stupid one of these days, I promise'. Or something.
I wish I could sleep in for once. I swear it's permanent that I wake up before 8 anymore.
Cookout with Anj and Gina yesterday (before yet another deluge started again, at least). I know I spent too much providing food for, but...*shrugs* Spent the evening video gaming. We're starting to muddle through MGS (yay, I can now break necks). Also fussed with WA3 a bit more. What they really went nuts over was Guilty Gear X (god, I so need XX), and Grand Theft Auto 3. I mean, they *LOVED* GTA3. As in 'woahomg we need PS2s too!!!1!11!one' loved. Freaky. Though playing fighting games again has shown that even my hand and forearm muscles are pathetically out of shape. Pff...sad.
Don's DnD game today...guess I'll spend it studying. If I can stay awake.
*allergy'd* >_< I want deep frost again.
I wish I could sleep in for once. I swear it's permanent that I wake up before 8 anymore.
Cookout with Anj and Gina yesterday (before yet another deluge started again, at least). I know I spent too much providing food for, but...*shrugs* Spent the evening video gaming. We're starting to muddle through MGS (yay, I can now break necks). Also fussed with WA3 a bit more. What they really went nuts over was Guilty Gear X (god, I so need XX), and Grand Theft Auto 3. I mean, they *LOVED* GTA3. As in 'woahomg we need PS2s too!!!1!11!one' loved. Freaky. Though playing fighting games again has shown that even my hand and forearm muscles are pathetically out of shape. Pff...sad.
Don's DnD game today...guess I'll spend it studying. If I can stay awake.
*allergy'd* >_< I want deep frost again.
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Date: 2004-03-28 01:03 pm (UTC)I can relate to the not sleeping in thing. No matter how much I could use it, like clock work the donkeys start in at five AM, followed closely by Pav sighing and crashing in his crate. Le sigh, Le thump, Le Extra Annoyed And Trying To Get Attention Sigh. Gets you up every time. And if that didn't the cats closely follow him with purring, light scratching of the shoulders and clawing of the mattress.
It's a conspiracy. I learned long ago it's easiest not to fight it just to embrace it and love the morning. And to drink lots and lots of green tea so I can actually stay vertical. ^^;;
~Extra Hugs~ Because we just never get to talk in real time these days.