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The coffee caffeine is hitting hard today. :D :D Heh, eep. Reinforces that I should be doing tea more instead (esp since it doesn't make me feel ill, yah)--so between that and someone's bad influence, I think I'm going tea gaga again. >_< ; Kinda like I did maybe 5 years back, when I was buying a ton and Mom was sending me stuff, and I had an entire pantry shelf full of canisters and boxes a huge ton of which didn't get used wtf I *suck*.

Got more at World Market, gads I'm weak for the Republic of Tea ones. D: Found a free-trade one of that brand that's *cranberry/blood orange* Omgwtfasfksjsk*love*♥ Can't wait to try :D Also got an herbal one for home (which ok, also because it said it's good for the complexion, need all the help I can get DX), since there's no way I'm doing more than one cup that's caffinated in a day, certainly not in the afternoon/evening. Look at how ALERT O_O I am now after just one latte. D: Jinkies, I say.

Need to use up some of the old stuff I had at work already, though, since desk clutter will be bad as we move into the offices of tininess soon pre-renovation. I should just give away/toss out the one pomegranate green tea (wtf Republic of Tea, usually you're good O_o )--incredibly weak and watery. Just hate wasting a basically full canister, though if it's not good, it's not really wasting, is it? (And yes, I'm still wanting to order from Numi, I *know*. *flails*)

Got comments from my posting of those fic bits o____o Though now it's like crikey, I've got email to deal with XD; Kinda used to mostly just spam and the occasional messages from folks, heh.

see, this is my luck

Ok, so I was hit by this VORACIOUS plot bunny today. Maybe it was the caffeine, but it was the most rabid, most like being possessed idea I've ever had. It screamed at me all day YOU WILL WRITE THIS, and I could not *focus*, couldn't think all day, what with turning it over in my head to ponder it and piece it together. At some points, I wanted to just about cry with frustration at wanting to do something with it and not being able to (supervisor there, very buried, we continue to get slammed with new shipments--guess it isn't winding down yet after all).

So I get home, I'm already planning on skipping WoW, putting off laundry and bills, so I can do something finally. And just as I'm chilling out for a few minutes...

Then the headache hits. Along my right temple/behind my eye. Eyestrain almost immediately, light sensitivity, going sort of queasy. These same near-migraines I've gotten occasionally since college, thanks to allergies and contributed to by weather and weird shit like my glasses. The same sort I've been getting on and off this past week. Already gone for the usual 3 motrin, and trying to keep my eyes partly or mostly closed and concentrate on relaxing the muscles for focusing. Just know that these things usually take hours, sometimes half a day to pass, sometimes they keep hanging around in the background.

But seriously. FUCK. The timing's *impeccable*. And not like I don't have other things I need to be doing this weekend, esp. if I"m putting things off tonight, so that it'd be easy to just do later. Not to mention I lose these things so easily--the details, the vibrancy and emotion, or simply the motivation to sit down and type it out. I've never ever been so possessed by an idea or the simple need to write before, like it was out of my control. What are the damned odds that this would flare up again right at this specific time, just when I could finally tackle it?

*bitchwhinemoan* Yeah, stopping. Sorry. I'm gonna go lay down. DX