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Work...just sucks. Been short-ing and working through breaks and lunches as is. Which is no big deal really, actually helps the stressing. But no, yet more fallout from the reorg, and I think it's finally the proverbial straw. I can *not* bend any more, I just *can't*. I feel ill at the thought of even continuing to go in; and knowing the changes come January, both in yet more additional job duties, including the sort I did not want to do again, and in my workspace location--to *exactly* the sort of workspace I HATE MOST--I just...no more, you know? I've bent, I've submitted, I've adapted, I've 'just did it', I've accepted...but this, no. I can't. That's going from discontent to horridly miserable. *No*.

Guess I need to set a goal of redoing my resume and starting the job hunt over the holiday break. Really wanted my relax time though, I look forward to that all year. >( Sucks. At least, gonna get the Sunday paper this wkend and start seriously looking at ads. Also back to checking various sites on the net.

But at the same time...pondering if I'm desperate enough to find just *something* to get out of there. Even part time something. Like a you-might-do job, rather than 'this is my career' job. Depends I suppose on how things progress as we hit and get through January. ...very close to just giving two weeks' notice. Very close to just calling in and saying "I'm not going to be in because I quit".

Hell and damnation, I don't want to go in ever again tomorrow.

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How to Seal an Adhesive Padded Mailing Envalope
BY DIBUTT

Step 1. Put a few things in envalope.
Step 2. Pull off adhesive strip.
Step 3. Ohyeah, forgot a few things to put inside.
Step 4. Leave envalope including exposed sticky bit on coffee table (important).
Step 5. Retrieve other items, return to envalope.
Step 6. Start messing about with something pertaining to items to go in envalope.
Step 7. Get distracted, somehow push plastic grocery bag GAH on adhesive strip IT STICKS INSTANTLY WTF
Step 8. Manage with much struggling to (mostly) pull off plastic grocery bag bits from adhesive strip.
Step 9. Fold flap, start to press down to affix adhesive bit OH WTH LEFT THE OTHER ITEMS STILL OUT OF THE ENVALOPE.
Step 10. Pull up flap (mostly), yet somehow press down one edge EVEN MORE try to pull that bit up and OMG THE ENDS OF MY HAIR ARE STICKING IN THE ADHESIVE STRIP OH HOLY HELL MY HAIR'S STUCK TO IT WHY THE HELL DO I GROW IT THAT LONG ANYWAY OH EFFING WOMBATS.
Step 11. After some struggling and flailing, yank up ends of hair from adhesive strip with a funny ripping sound.
Step 12. Add remaining items, finish sealing envalope.

So Finny, there might be something extra in your envalope. And by in, I mean, the sticky bit might look like it's had a spot or two of Rogaine treatment. >_> Though tbh, you probably won't even see it, considering I hermetically seal things I mail with packing tape (ask Katkat, she's had to endure it. D: And blame my mother, she taught me to be like that, and is worse than I am *SHE'S USED DUCT TAPE ON BOXES BEFORE I SWEAR IT*)