just bendy enough to smack myself upside the head

[whitereflection]

I sort of noticed yesterday, but have really, really, really noticed today, that I am extremely, horribly, excruciatingly irritable and cranky. And petty and petulant. :< I understand being tired and drained but good freaking grief, this is ridiculous. I've been snarky at folks online here, short with the husband, and extremely snippy with Mom. Even annoyed with the cats.

And now I'm finding I'm the sort of lousy person that can't just accept that people at a community are having fun with a topic that I'm not interested in, but instead am feeling whiny that they're not choosing a topic I do happen to be interested in. I mean, ffs, self, get over yourself and grow up. Let them have their fun and excitement and enthusiasm. Just because it is often emphasized that they're interested in this subset of fandom you're just not that into, it doesn't mean you're being left out or excluded.

Afsdfjghasdf arghlblargh. I hate me.

L.H. Puttgrass signing off and heading for the tub. (No, not really. Old Bloom County quote. I miss Bloom County.)


[Oh right, and to mention something that isn't me being a whiny little bint, here's a Supernatural video that is absofucking amazing. Seriously. Ab-so-fuh-king a-ma-zing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_fyhjDvsy4
Supernatural (go.back.to.sleep.) by TikiTyler9. Damned good shit. And I so freaking love that song. Thanks to fabilimah for reccing the video.]

Comments

[the_milky_way]

Oh I know this feeling, too.
Hope you feel better soon.

Also, I do get whiny, too when I am not interested in things other flail about... Mostly in my head though.. *lol* I annoy myself then.

Thanks for the rec. :)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Heheh, yeah, I definitely can so relate to the 'annoying myself' thing. I'm still irked at myself, but that didn't seem to stop me from feeling like some child stomping their foot and demanding their way. ^^; Still feeling sort of that way, argh, heh.

But thanks, hon ♥