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whitereflectionSinuses itching. Nose itching, face itching, eyes itching. Allegra (extra high dosage), allergy shots, Nasonex, etc. WHY DO YOU NOT WORK??!!1 T________T If anyone needs to find me, I'll be the sniffling red-eyed dork in the corner dreaming of steel wool and moving to the tundra. (Yukon, ho)
Also--bad sleep third night in a row D: I'm getting four hours as it is, how can I be waking up in the middle of that or sleeping so lightly? I understand the first night's thunderstorm waking a person up, that was loud as fuck. But the other nights' storms weren't that bad. >_< Also, continuing to have stupid C'thun fight dreams, thank you restlessness for keeping my brain so gd active. >< ;;; All anxiety-ish, and each night I'm screwing up more egregiously--and last night had to fully wake up and tell myself duh we weren't even at that boss last night so of course it wasn't real, to make it finally stop. No more being awake 3-4am-ish plzkthx.
If I roll my eyes any more at my supervisor, they're going to pop out and roll across the floor. Also. I did my eprofile HOW long ago? July 14th? So my supervisor could write up the eval and go over it with me before her vacation? (Though she ffs should have had her part of it at least *started* I seem to recall bitching previously). Well. My dept chair's on vacation this week. My supervisor's on vacation next week. EVAL'S NOT DONE YET WUT. She will have had a fucking month. She had three gd weeks *before* my dept chair was gone. He warned us he was taking vacation then TWO MONTHS AGO. If she has to have him check it first--though she's not even *done* yet FFS--then she should have given herself a deadline of before he left. Not after he was already gone. ARGH. THIS WOMAN FAILS. FMFFS, the time she had me give her my eprofile was already two weeks after my usual eval time. By the time she manages to successfully complete it and meet with me it will be two fucking months late. If my work was like that I'd be FIRED HELLO. GAH EVERYONE HERE IS MORE COMPETENT THAN THIS WASTE OF SPACE. EVEN ME. ARGH. H8 H8 H8 H8 H8.
Seriously. If my supervisor fails so damned badly on her basic, core job duties...is it showing up on *her* eval? Somehow, I imagine not. Yay, fairness.
Also--bad sleep third night in a row D: I'm getting four hours as it is, how can I be waking up in the middle of that or sleeping so lightly? I understand the first night's thunderstorm waking a person up, that was loud as fuck. But the other nights' storms weren't that bad. >_< Also, continuing to have stupid C'thun fight dreams, thank you restlessness for keeping my brain so gd active. >< ;;; All anxiety-ish, and each night I'm screwing up more egregiously--and last night had to fully wake up and tell myself duh we weren't even at that boss last night so of course it wasn't real, to make it finally stop. No more being awake 3-4am-ish plzkthx.
If I roll my eyes any more at my supervisor, they're going to pop out and roll across the floor. Also. I did my eprofile HOW long ago? July 14th? So my supervisor could write up the eval and go over it with me before her vacation? (Though she ffs should have had her part of it at least *started* I seem to recall bitching previously). Well. My dept chair's on vacation this week. My supervisor's on vacation next week. EVAL'S NOT DONE YET WUT. She will have had a fucking month. She had three gd weeks *before* my dept chair was gone. He warned us he was taking vacation then TWO MONTHS AGO. If she has to have him check it first--though she's not even *done* yet FFS--then she should have given herself a deadline of before he left. Not after he was already gone. ARGH. THIS WOMAN FAILS. FMFFS, the time she had me give her my eprofile was already two weeks after my usual eval time. By the time she manages to successfully complete it and meet with me it will be two fucking months late. If my work was like that I'd be FIRED HELLO. GAH EVERYONE HERE IS MORE COMPETENT THAN THIS WASTE OF SPACE. EVEN ME. ARGH. H8 H8 H8 H8 H8.
Seriously. If my supervisor fails so damned badly on her basic, core job duties...is it showing up on *her* eval? Somehow, I imagine not. Yay, fairness.
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You need a rest! URGENT!!!
Date: 2006-08-10 04:20 pm (UTC)Re: You need a rest! URGENT!!!
Date: 2006-08-12 02:46 pm (UTC)Re: You need a rest! URGENT!!!
Date: 2006-08-12 06:06 pm (UTC)Ho my god, i'm getting more thin than i am right now.
Men, try to stay in your home, without going out, ignoring everyone besides you, and try to concentrate on yourself, you have to get better!!!
Is hard to life like that??? with all that itchind...
Cheerp up! ;)