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whitereflectionMorning is of teh suck. Because of being Monday, yes. But because waking up was like being pulled from quicksand. And I can't remember a thing about the dream I was having, except it was incoherent, I think. And someone overslept *again*. Funny how the alarm clock that works just ducky every morning when I get up malfunctions for them. Yeah. And god, am I so hell-tired and in the shztmood from hell. Allergens are rampaging again, and stomach insisting is hungry, yet feels blargh/off and unwilling to deal with food at the same time (one hurting or the other I guess >_<...funny how I was able to force myself to eat Easter candy yesterday, tho).
The supervisor is gone for the next three days, though, so that's good. Also taxes seem to be done and e-filed. Load off my anxiety level. And have the Tenimyu2, and watched just a little this am, though since I left the bittorrent going my machine was lagging. Ahwell. Dunno if I'll get to finish watching tonight or not...depends on homework. Least I got major kanji studying done yesterday. Am amusing myself coming up with wordplays to remember readings and such for them--many pertaining to PoT, sad, ne?
My new music, tho... <3 So much, so awesome. Music is my blood, my oxygen, my cellular metabolites. Or something. Am especially enjoying the Godsmack acoustic stuff, and rediscovering Matchbox 20 and Santana (Shaman is smexy music, yes, is definitely worth checking out). And everything else (was more like 60-65 songs by the time I was done ._. ). Maybe sometime I'll list out individual favorite things. But also want to spread info on another local Omaha group, Trinity Soundsystem--if you like techno/electronica, check out the few mp3s they have for dl at http://www.slamomaha.com/music/listeningRoomBand.asp?id=1193 . I heard this group perform last summer at the Music Meltdown, and is damned good stuff. (!! Or there's some stuff here http://computersnow.org/users/demonshaker/TSS/mp3s.htm , and I need to dl that when I get home, note to self.) Also, yet another mention of the local group Grasshopper Takeover (a sample at http://www.slamomaha.com/music/listeningRoomBand.asp?id=37 some of which I've previously posted). I have a whole CD of theirs I plan on sharing sometime. (Ho, and there's stuff http://www.grasshoppertakeover.com/music/default.htm it seems... Another mental note to go nuts when I get home.) Right, enough about music. ...except I still say people need to check out http://www.ocremix.org/index.php . They've also got a huge chunk of their music available as bittorrent dl, or by streaming audio.
Have been tending towards stupid recently...seems like I keep digging myself in deeper. Dunno why, sometimes I can't help but make things worse by what I say and do, and it frustrates me and gets me mad, which just makes it all worse. At times I feel like the biggest dork/freak to have ever dorked/freaked. Eh. And am...down/discouraged/something by...my abilities on certain things, or the lack thereof. Other than participation issues, sometimes I think I should hand off rp stuff because so many others can and do do a hell of a lot better job at the character. My characters are always too influenced by me, and I don't truly get inside the character's head enough or easily, not like others can do. However much I admire that, and how damned important staying ic is to me, I don't seem to replicate it right. Or something. Anyway, guess that's neither here nor there, ne.
Other than the music, I swear it is immersion in MomoKai, InuKai (must find InuMomoKai), and SolKy obsessions that is all keeping me going (yay for images of many different...flavors, and yay for what fic I can dig up). Thank various deities for PoT and the GG series.
...saa. Have wasted an hour. Way to go me. I need to go be productive. (Must resist urge to laugh maniacally at saying that.) Man...don't want to do work/class/homework today. Want to go be alone, want to sleep, want to play my PS2. Want to move to another country. Or something.
Huh...Anj just wandering over with random news. Strange/bummer about Weird Al Yankovic's parents.
The supervisor is gone for the next three days, though, so that's good. Also taxes seem to be done and e-filed. Load off my anxiety level. And have the Tenimyu2, and watched just a little this am, though since I left the bittorrent going my machine was lagging. Ahwell. Dunno if I'll get to finish watching tonight or not...depends on homework. Least I got major kanji studying done yesterday. Am amusing myself coming up with wordplays to remember readings and such for them--many pertaining to PoT, sad, ne?
My new music, tho... <3 So much, so awesome. Music is my blood, my oxygen, my cellular metabolites. Or something. Am especially enjoying the Godsmack acoustic stuff, and rediscovering Matchbox 20 and Santana (Shaman is smexy music, yes, is definitely worth checking out). And everything else (was more like 60-65 songs by the time I was done ._. ). Maybe sometime I'll list out individual favorite things. But also want to spread info on another local Omaha group, Trinity Soundsystem--if you like techno/electronica, check out the few mp3s they have for dl at http://www.slamomaha.com/music/listeningRoomBand.asp?id=1193 . I heard this group perform last summer at the Music Meltdown, and is damned good stuff. (!! Or there's some stuff here http://computersnow.org/users/demonshaker/TSS/mp3s.htm , and I need to dl that when I get home, note to self.) Also, yet another mention of the local group Grasshopper Takeover (a sample at http://www.slamomaha.com/music/listeningRoomBand.asp?id=37 some of which I've previously posted). I have a whole CD of theirs I plan on sharing sometime. (Ho, and there's stuff http://www.grasshoppertakeover.com/music/default.htm it seems... Another mental note to go nuts when I get home.) Right, enough about music. ...except I still say people need to check out http://www.ocremix.org/index.php . They've also got a huge chunk of their music available as bittorrent dl, or by streaming audio.
Have been tending towards stupid recently...seems like I keep digging myself in deeper. Dunno why, sometimes I can't help but make things worse by what I say and do, and it frustrates me and gets me mad, which just makes it all worse. At times I feel like the biggest dork/freak to have ever dorked/freaked. Eh. And am...down/discouraged/something by...my abilities on certain things, or the lack thereof. Other than participation issues, sometimes I think I should hand off rp stuff because so many others can and do do a hell of a lot better job at the character. My characters are always too influenced by me, and I don't truly get inside the character's head enough or easily, not like others can do. However much I admire that, and how damned important staying ic is to me, I don't seem to replicate it right. Or something. Anyway, guess that's neither here nor there, ne.
Other than the music, I swear it is immersion in MomoKai, InuKai (must find InuMomoKai), and SolKy obsessions that is all keeping me going (yay for images of many different...flavors, and yay for what fic I can dig up). Thank various deities for PoT and the GG series.
...saa. Have wasted an hour. Way to go me. I need to go be productive. (Must resist urge to laugh maniacally at saying that.) Man...don't want to do work/class/homework today. Want to go be alone, want to sleep, want to play my PS2. Want to move to another country. Or something.
Huh...Anj just wandering over with random news. Strange/bummer about Weird Al Yankovic's parents.
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So meet me at the mission at midnight; We'll divvy up there.
Date: 2004-04-12 07:21 am (UTC)::gnawgnawgnaw Yahiko style on your head:: You know, if you say you're handing off the rp because you don't have the time, or it's too much stress, that's all cool. But I don't think I know a single person who worships snake boy more, or one that Kaidoh brings such instant joy to. People like that have a natural, instinctive feel for a character. And I know for an absolute fact that you are a kickass writer Di-sama. Heeeee, I can't wait for this summer! Heheh, working on a little snippit for you in the meantime.
Heheh, and Easter Candy defies all states of mood and illness. My boss, the evil, evil man he was, gave us all a 50% discount on all the Easter candy in the store on Saturday. It's probably why my tummy is upset this morn ::snerks:: you're in good company there.
Ohhhhhhhh... music.... shall have to raid this evening.
MONKEY!