no I can't wait forever

Bored as heck. Out on the 1st floor desk, which has been moved out to the boondocks of the expansion area to prep for the 1st floor renovation, and it's quiet as hell. No one's here, except one guy at the microforms (still way on the other end of the floor).

That springkink prompt I want to claim? Already did a rough (yet v. detailed in spots) outline. What the hell, I almost never outline. Really hope I can claim it, since I think it's gonna drive me nuts until I can write it. Or I'll lose the momentum and fail like usual I'M NOT WORRYING ABOUT THAT AT ALL. REALLY. NOT A BIT. D: D:

Snooped over at CFUD, as usual was just overwhelmed at the sheer amount of *things* there are to do with it. Even their userinfo page scares me. Snooped around just to see if someone was Axel, which of course there is--but looks like they're v. active and involved in things, really into the character, and doing a lot of good work. Didn't poke too deeply, as there was just so much already there. But I might read further sometime, esp. since there seems to be a good deal of interaction with the Roxas player ♥

Also saw someone there quote something from Nix, and it made me realize how much I miss her. How do you say to someone "I know we move in drastically different internet circles now, I know our interests have really diverged, I know we communicate in different ways so we just don't connect at all anymore...but I still really miss you like hell and care about you and hope you're ok"? Drifting apart sucks, and hurts. Tsuru tsuru. Tsuru tsuru.

Been kinda quiet in LJland the last couple days (except for me, as usual). Where the heck are folks?