Heard Radiohead's Creep and Matchbox 20's Bent on the way in today. Nice when radio stations play my anthems, yes. *makes a mental note to make a list of Di-anthem-songs one of these days* Had the Kanno Yoko/Steve Conte song Heaven's Not Enough playing in my head from pretty much the moment my alarm went off, so that kinda indicated how my mood was gonna go today. >_>;
Is absolutely awesome outside--60, with a high of 70. Gorgeous. Even if it gets a bit humid, it's still going to be the world's most perfect weather. If only it could be like this all year 'round. Am wishing like mad I could be outside in it. Already wanted to go to the zoo (in one of my 'want to wander and look on my own so I can be broody' moods as it is...), this makes me wanna go even more. Though just having the hint of fall isn't quite enough...would rather the leaves be changed in color already, and have the smell and crisp to the air, and all that. Yeah... *sighs*
Very quiet at work today...in between end of summer sessions and beginning of the fall semester, so there's just no one around. And a lot of staff are on vacation--plus Anj'll probably head home sick again, Ella Jane's home with a headache. If not for Kel and my supervisor, I might just bug out for the day. ...actually, if my supervisor wasn't in, I probably *would* just leave, Kel wouldn't care. Though someone would have to stay to security tag the periodicals, since the people who check them in are too goddamned lazy incompetent bastards who dump that sort of crap off on someone else too busy to do it themselves. But the zoo...alone, broody time...<3 *craves*
Have been scouting for Roy icons again. Found a couple. But I need to find images so I can have some made. Just that finding images part... >_o Also reminds me I need to go through that ES21 manga I have saved and start tinkering with that, do the icons and wps I wanted to try.
All that new stuff on my iPod, and have had so little time to listen the past couple days. Least I'm heading into the part of the workweek that keeps me in my cubicle more now. Mmf, was so useless yesterday...barely got anything done (though part of it was the online student job posting system being fecked up that was at fault--wasting hours of my time and nearly making me lose all my entry, stupid piece of crap D: ). Am not any better today, really. As evidenced on the whole lot of nothing I did before my docs desk hour this am. Though was catching up with Anj a bit, so I guess it's not just me being lazy. Or something. *scratches head* Eh..*slumps in chair* I just hate being incompetent and bumbling and not managing to do/say the right thing. Some people have a magic in dealing with other human beings that I just seem to lack. Some sort of spark or something I try for, and never quite achieve. >_> But that is better left for off-on-my-own thinking/brooding time, yes.
Had more IM dreams this morning, the sort to wake me up several times around 3-3:30. This time I was getting msgs from Kat, but my computer kept slowing down and locking up, and I couldn't respond or respond fast enough. The fact that these type of dreams are so recurring, especially with that theme of being somehow unable to respond (ie. because of the computer being slow or me being overwhelmed with too many messages), leads me to believe they symbolize/mean *something* specific, but I'm not sure exactly what yet.
I hear something about Blue October doing a concert with some other groups here in September. Must find out info, because you bet your *ASS* I'm going to wrangle a way to go.
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More senseless haiku, yes:
Ache
Though cicaidas squall,
missing you frosts me inside
with winter's bleak chill.
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