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More IM dreams last night (no, seriously. And I hate them, truly.). This time it was that someone had sent me a file, but by the time I clicked to receive it, I was too late. And I worried that clicking on it was bothering them somehow. If these dreams get any more symbolic, I'm gonna have to bang my head against something. Why is it other people have interesting, neat dreams, and I get stupid crap?

Crashed on the couch a lot last evening (why is it when I do that, I wake up drenched in sweat? Just disgusting...). Then went to bed early. Kinda sad when one doesn't even have the energy for fussing with email things or dickering with a computer. >_> The headache that refused to go away didn't help--stupid weather fronts and allergens.

Mmm, mood for the day...a mix of insecure, fretting, and worrying, with a side dish of paranoia. Yeah.

The et cetera

Heard on the radio that Korn is going to do a cover of Pink Floyd's Another Brick in the Wall parts 1, 2, and 3 on their greatest hits CD later this year. Gave me a 'squee' moment, because even if they fsck it up, it'll be a Pink Floyd cover and I'll like it anyway. I mean *Pink Floyd*. Will always, always be a fangirl. They caught me in '91 during that upsurge in popularity when they did the Wall concert after the dismantling of the Berlin Wall, and I've been nuts on 'em ever since.

Was quite the coincidence that I then caught ABitW part 3 starting when I flipped past the classic rock station. Found my car's top volume again.

Gorgeous day out again--high of 68, somewhere around 59 now. Will be another day where it's hard to work, because I want to be out in it. Though, even if cataloging stuff is light, I have plenty to do with serials, gov.doc. maps, and the panel display I should have put up eleven days ago, but haven't even started to find bookcovers for.

Had the Bangles' version of Hazy Shade of Winter stuck in my head when I woke up. Weird. And for babbles' sake, the CDs I wish I had with me but naturally don't are: Matchbox 20's Mad Season, The Living Sea soundtrack (instrumentals and Sting music, including Mad About You, which I've been craving for two days now), Sarah McLachlan's Fumbling Towards Ecstacy, and Pink Floyd's The Wall. Somehow figures that I can have a 5 gig mp3 player, but what I want isn't on it.

And now I kinda wish I had my GW 4th OST, the vocals one, because I have a craving for Trowa's Ai no Ryuusei song. That bit where he sings 'lonely...' sticks in my head during some moods. 'Dakara...'

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Today = boring

Work tasks = repetative and monotonous

Me = whiny bint

i spam because i can, beyatch.

GARGH. *goes insane* Am bored out of my skull. Would say bored out of my gourd, but that would rhyme and be potentially funny, and I don't feel funny. Rather, I feel restless and lonely and attention-craving, which is really hard to have anything done about at work. Though I should be happy I at least have a sit-down job, a computer, and an internet connection, because all those are a hell of a lot more than most get. But still. I want to be distracted and entertained and made to feel like I'm uberspiffy. Gah, I'm such a needy, self-absorbed, bitchy, whiny bint.

Though frankly, after I'm free of the computer here at work, god I want to be anywhere *but* a computer. I spend all my waking life staring at a monitor, and it's driving me freaking *mad*. I'm tired of sitting, I want to be up *doing*. But truthfully, all I want to do in Omaha closes by 5, and what I want to do that's available after 5 is too damned *far away*. DX

What the hell can I do tonight, that isn't being at a computer or just sleeping or watching TV or otherwise staying at home? And doesn't involve pining for those too damned far away? D

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For those that care, seems manga city has the next couple chapters of ES21 up on Bittorrent. :D

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