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I have this feeling that I'm screwing up with a lot of people right now. I keep feeling like I need to go around asking, 'Are things ok? Even though I've been neglecting you?' and such. Guess I'm obsessing on failure thoughts again, and this is just one area that I apply that to. I dunno. *sighs* It's like I need to go through and periodically issue blanket apologies...'whatever it is I've said or done, or not said or done, I'm sorry, truly...I'll quit being stupid one of these days, I promise'. Or something.

I wish I could sleep in for once. I swear it's permanent that I wake up before 8 anymore.

Cookout with Anj and Gina yesterday (before yet another deluge started again, at least). I know I spent too much providing food for, but...*shrugs* Spent the evening video gaming. We're starting to muddle through MGS (yay, I can now break necks). Also fussed with WA3 a bit more. What they really went nuts over was Guilty Gear X (god, I so need XX), and Grand Theft Auto 3. I mean, they *LOVED* GTA3. As in 'woahomg we need PS2s too!!!1!11!one' loved. Freaky. Though playing fighting games again has shown that even my hand and forearm muscles are pathetically out of shape. Pff...sad.

Don's DnD game today...guess I'll spend it studying. If I can stay awake.

*allergy'd* >_< I want deep frost again.