Rondo to Carbonation

>_< I'm not even an Atobe Keigo fan. I mean, I don't hate the character, but I don't dig him. Am kinda "eh *shrugs*". But dear gods, his character CD, Rondo To Destruction, makes me wanna find his seiyuu and fondle/molest him *thoroughly*. *flails* He has *no* right to sing that sekushii-like! I get a serious case of carbonated hormones listening to those songs. *flails flails* Especially Spirit Way, and Other Side of Eden, and that oh-my-god-Di-candy instrumental intro, and the disco remix of Cross With You and... >D Haven't gone this percolated over a seiyuu voice since the Oshitari Crafty character song (I.e. "Here let me moan and breathe deep in a having-sex sort of way so you will realize you should not be listening to this song at work" >D ) Though, am sad T_T because I did not make time to update my iPod, so I can't listen more until I get home. Uwahh!

Oh, and much worshipping to KatKat for allowing me to acquire said Rondo To Destruction tracks. :D :D And for giving me snuggly InuKai thoughts this am. ^___^

Was up too late. >_< Baka, baka me. But was worth it. Am finally, finally feeling more normal (so to speak) again. Is nice to have energy. Though naturally my allergies kicked back in--I do so dislike waking up so queasy. >_o Tired-tired... *dozes off*

Took way too freaking long on one Japanese assignment last night, so will have to do the language lab bit this evening. Then worry about starting review for the midterm. Argh. >_< *stresses* The first and second chapters won't be bad...it's this third one that I keep worrying that I'm muddling it all up, since there's so many different concepts presented. Gah.

Lessee, what else... Smells like fall rain outside--haven't gotten any recently, but I wonder if we will soon. Reminds me that I haven't gone walking in about a week and a half--I should start that up again, now that I'm not plague-person anymore. Though, am getting spoiled at sleeping in that extra half-hour each day. ^^;

Ehh...I should go pay attention to work. I really don't feel like doing so. Bah. Oh wait, one last thing!! This...this is pure genius. Cracked me up like nothing else. XD Now you see why I adore these two. *glompshugs for them both ^^* http://www.livejournal.com/users/mixmasta_tiki/131144.html

...*does the little badger dance* Badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers... >)

Bah. *frenetic flailing*

Having a bad hair day. All I do is wash it and comb it, but for gods sake...! *flails more* The long part is freaking everywhere and is tangling me and itself like vines, and my bangs refuse to comb out of the way. And they look like teh crud, no matter how often I recomb 'em. Get out of my face, damn you! *flails* Argh. >(

Having a bad stress day. More homework in Japanese, like I should be surprised, in addition to what we had already. And I didn't turn in that assignment I worked on last night (wasn't due yet anyway), because I can't stop thinking that it's not right yet. I need to mess with it more. Yeargh. >( For all I am a slacker-goof off in the rest of my life, I am such a idiotic perfectionist in this sort of area. Argh. Want this midterm to just be done. *flails*

And am really, really feeling like I want to find some time to not study, to not be a character, to not write or create or think, or anything. And I don't know when I'm going to get that. Wanna bang my head on something. Wanna go out and dance wildly. Wanna...eh, not going to go into *that*, will leave that thought buried, thanx. Wish I had various and sundry folks who are too far away up here to hang out with. *sighs* Wish I weren't feeling this panicked at class, when it's *only* first semester of first year, and what am I going to be like next semester, or when I hit second year, or for gods sake, if I ever actually can get to where I can learn past second year...? I'm freaking doomed. And I'm being a melodramatic fool yet again. Kudaranai-di.

Going to tell Michael I don't wanna to the talking thing tonight. And if someone here doesn't like that, he can go take a flying leap. Focus on studying, then spend at least *some* time giving Arty the birthday harassment. *nods* ...*remembers*...so many damned people whose birthday's I've let go by without harassment... T_T Damn, haven't even gotten around to finally getting stuff for Gina and Anj for their birthdays back in September. Sep-tem-ber! ARGH. Crap, and my cousin's baby shower that I missed back then...

That's it, that's it...I get a big F for Life Management 101 again. How do I sign up for Remedial Adulthood? I obviously was promoted to being 30 without being ready for it. >