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Title: FUCK YEAH CHICK FLICK MOMENTS: Power Ballads For Missing Your Brother While He's In Hell (A Dean/Sam Fanmix)
Subject: Dean Winchester
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Disclaimer: Supernatural and Dean and Sam Winchester are property of E. Kripke and the CW. All music included is property of the listed artists/bands and their labels.
Notes: For the recent spnland fanmix challenge. I still suck at graphics, but had fun doing this anyway.

For Dean. Call it what you will--hard rock, classic rock, cock rock, hair band heavy metal--most every band who played that sort of music had their ballads. Because even if you claim to have no chick flick moments, you know love and loss, you grieve, and you cry. This is the music to play during those times--when you're remembering your brother and missing him so damned much; when it hurts so fucking bad you wish he hadn't made you promise to live; when you're still loving him just as strongly, just as forever, as when he was still here.
















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1. Lita Ford and Ozzy Osbourne - Close My Eyes Forever
music - lyrics

Sometimes
It's hard to hold on
So hard to hold on to my dreams
It isn't always what it seems
When you're face to face with me

You're like a dagger
And stick me in the heart
And taste the blood from my blade
And when we sleep, would you shelter me
In your warm and darkened grave?


2. Cinderella - Don't Know What You've Got (Till It's Gone)
music - lyrics

I can't tell ya baby what went wrong
I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago
I'll let it show
I can't give you back what's been hurt
Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words
I can't let go
...
I can't feel the things that cause you pain
I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain
Ain't the same
I hear you calling far away
Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day
Who's to blame
If we take some time to think it over baby
Take some time let me know
If you really wanna go

Don't know what you got till it's gone
Don't know what it is I did so wrong
Now I know what I got
It's just this song
And it ain't easy to get back
Takes so long

Do you wanna see me beggin' baby
Can't you give me just one more day


3. Scorpions - Lonely Nights
music - lyrics

Since you're gone
There is an empty space
Since you're gone
The world is not the same

I go back to the places we've been
It feels like you're still there
I live all those moments again
Wishing you were here
...
There are memories all over the place
Bringing it back all so clear
Remembering all of those days
Wishing you were here
...
Since you're gone
There is a heart that bleeds
Since you're gone
I'm not the man I used to be

I follow your steps in the snow
Traces disappear
We know what we've lost when it's gone
I'm wishing you were here


4. Queensryche - Another Rainy Night (Without You)
music - lyrics

But now my take-out food is growing cold,
and the candle's burned a hole in the floor.
And I'm still waiting for the ring of the phone.
...
Listen, there's a foghorn blowing
from the coast tonight
Remember making love in the rain?
Strange how laughter looks like crying with no sound
Raindrops taste like tears without the pain.
I'm not much without you, can't leave
if I wanted to. maybe that's why you stay around


But tonight I'll sit here tending the fire
and pace the floor one hundred times in an hour.
And check the voice-mail for a message you've called.


I'm all alone
It's just another rainy night, without you.
Waiting by the phone. Alone.
It's just another rainy night, without you.
Guess I'll leave a light on for you.


I know I've said it before
hate the sound of the closing door
and your footsteps walking away.


5. Poison - Every Rose Has Its Thorn
music - lyrics

I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say love's a game of easy come and
Easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could have let you know somehow
I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you, the wound heals
But the scar, that scar remains


6. Kix - Don't Close Your Eyes
music - lyrics

There's no one there to hold you
No one hears your scream
You live life up and down now
Your nightmares are your dreams

I know it's lonely when your hanging 'round
Don't ya take it lying down, no, no

Hold on, hold on tight
I'll make everything all right
Wake up don't go to sleep
I'll pray the Lord your soul to keep



7. Metallica - Nothing Else Matters
music - lyrics

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters


8. Guns N Roses - November Rain
music - lyrics

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
Yeah...
But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one's really sure
Who's lettin' go today
Walking away
...
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


9. Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You
music - lyrics

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
...
I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you


10. Dragonforce - Trail of Broken Hearts
music - lyrics

Here we are, far beyond the distant sky
I've seen all the world and how the story will be over
Through the snow and tainted mountains we have climbed
Now we have found the light that guides us over
Through the falling rain we've travelled far and wide
And through the blackest darkness, stars above shining bright
...
Stare at life through eyes of mine
The hate, the fear and the pain
There's a feeling held deep inside
When life you live is in vain
(Life you live is in vain!)
...
Once again we walk this lonely road
There are times that we were wading through the rain and cold
We're lost in memories of what we left behind
Relive the dreams, the endless screams of pain inside
...
Fly away down the lonely roads of yesterday
We close our eyes to see the light of brighter days
And all alone we'll be where time can never heal
With the trail of broken hearts flying free



And one for when he comes back:

11. Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
music - lyrics

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time


~


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Comments

[mistyzeo.livejournal.com]

looooove this!

(holy jesus, i can't type)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

♥ Thanks so much! :D (And no worries, I can't type either XD Plus, after years of reading the way people type in online games, I've definitely learned to skim over typos. :D )

[lady-eilthana.livejournal.com]

Aaaaah, November Rain. Love that song and it's so part of my personal canon... :)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Ohman, I love that song so much, too. ♥ Been one of my all-time favorites for years. Thanks! ♥

[cacklesthewitch.livejournal.com]

OMG I DIDN"T REALIZE YOU MADE THIS. IT'S AWESOME! The back cover is very fitting :D (and is it sad that I can still remember the lyrics to half these songs off the top of my head? Probably...)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Eeeee, thankyou so much! ^___^ ♥

If it's sad that you can do that, it's sad I can, too. XD; I mean, most these songs were my jr. high and high school years, so I think they're stuck in my head forever. Heh, and that back cover is so self-indulgent ♥ I remember doing that sort of thing back at the Scorpions and Queensryche in the early 90s--the thing people do with cel phones now is SO not the same. I understand the whole safety concern, but still, NOT the same. XD;;

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

lovely fanmix hun, thanks for sharing. :)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! ♥

[zempasuchil.livejournal.com]

... just creepin through your lj at random. DUDE THIS IS AWESOME. This music is so Dean, no matter how he might speak against such chick flick moments. Fuck yeah! :DDD *dls with great anticipation*

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Heheh, creep through as much as you like! XD I apologize for all the emo and geekery, and general lack of anything intellectual on my part.

But thank you! :D I hope you enjoy it! This stuff was what I grew up to, all those long-lost high school and college years--my emo music back before there was such a thing (okay, I'll admit, Dragonforce snuck their way in well later, but still :p ). And I can just so picture him having single-manly-tear moments to it all.