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[whitereflection]

I have 3 pages of notes. Three.

Maybe I'll put together a coherent post from them tomorrow. Maybe not. Most likely not. There was so much awesome. Then the end just kind of...I dunno. The end just kind of broke it for me, somehow. Can't say killed it or ruined it...but harshed it, kinda. Sorta. A lot.

I hate crying. I really, really do.

These were not the droids I was looking for. Or the ending.

Funny. All the Crowley, Bobby, Castiel, and Impala prayer circle icons. And I never thought to have one for the brotherhood and/or epic love story of Sam & Dean.

The fans are always gonna bitch? Well, yes. When you give us a finale ending like that, we fucking will.

Now the possibility that the next season isn't going to start until the start of next year REALLY FUCKING PISSES ME OFF.

Also. YOU WERE REALLY GOING TO END IT LIKE THAT, KRIPKE? THAT WAS ORIGINALLY GOING TO BE IT? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? God fucking damn, Kripke. Yeah, endings are hard. But also, YOU FUCKING SUCK AT THEM. Or something. Maybe he adjusted the ending when he knew there'd be a s6. But I kinda doubt it.

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[littleone87.livejournal.com]

Also. YOU WERE REALLY GOING TO END IT LIKE THAT, KRIPKE? THAT WAS ORIGINALLY GOING TO BE IT? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? God fucking damn, Kripke. Yeah, endings are hard. But also, YOU FUCKING SUCK AT THEM.

THIS. OMG THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

I seriously want to stomp on the guy's foot or something. I mean ARGH \o/

[the_milky_way]

The end just kind of broke it for me, somehow. Can't say killed it or ruined it...but harshed it, kinda. Sorta. A lot.

Yes!!! So much yes.
I loved it all until this.

I hate crying, too... My head hurts now.

Kripke does suck at endings. Really... just... man.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Ohman, does he. I mean, I sort of expected a cliffhanger of some sort, they seem to love that sort of thing end of season. But this just feels so...talk about something to bring the audience *down*, you know? And it sucks more to spend the hiatus depressed about the ending than it would have to have been anxious during it.

[the_milky_way]

Yes. I'll be anxious anyway, because I don't know what they'll do with Sam. I hope they'll a certain way but I'm not sure if this will still be the show I love(d).

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

but I'm not sure if this will still be the show I love(d).

This. Exactly the same for me.

[quoth-the.livejournal.com]

I'm not much of a cryer, but holy hell. Everytime they did something about the Impala, I died inside. My fucking chest hurts from being on the verge of tears for so long.

Well, until the end when my mom and I both went "oh you've got to be kidding me"(she texted me right as I said it out loud)

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh my god, the Impala bits. They just about broke my heart. Yet it would have been broke my heart in a good way, if not for that ending. Now it all just hurts.

And HAH, way to go for you and your mom. XD That's awesome timing. And I high five both of you for the sentiment, because, yeah. :|

[mysticwaters.livejournal.com]

I have no thoughts at the moment. But I do know that if there was not going to be an S6 at all? I'D BE SO EFFING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

Not cool, Kripke, not cool.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh my god, I know--and that's what really *gets* me, is that this is how it was *supposed* to be ended. That's it, no more. And that's what gets me mad, is that even though there's now a s6, this was supposed to have been it. So the intent was there. A big freaking NO WAY to that. I can't even fathom that he felt this was the right way. I honestly would have been more okay with it if there would have been just like 60 freaking extra seconds, where like Sam knocks on the door and Dean answers, and even if *then* it ended, I would have been like 'Okay, I could deal with that." Sure, I would have liked the loose end of is that really Sam and not Samifer, and how'd he get back, resolved but I could have been fine with not having that if we got to *see* even the briefest bit of reunion.

Grrr. Argh. Man, I'm going to be all down and ranty for awhile, I can tell.

But not just...just that. Ugh.

[ashdoode.livejournal.com]

FUCKING WORD TO ALL OF THIS. <3.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

*high fives you*

[cacklesthewitch.livejournal.com]

I CAN'T EVEN

The end was like a knife twisted into every fangirls heart:'(

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh god, EXACTLY. Yes. Truer freaking words have never been spoken. Ffffffffff.

[agent-jl36.livejournal.com]

I'm balling my eyes out because of that frickin' brother montage and a car. A CAR!!! Gah!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh man, the montage bits. Killed me. Broke my heart. But oh my god, from the very first bit with the history of the Impala I got weepy. And did so again every time more of her history with the boys was revealed. So I totally understand, heh. ♥

[dcillusioned.livejournal.com]

I can barely even form coherant thoughts. This ep had SO much potential and it was just...ugh!!

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

I knowwwwww. And I really did love so much about it--I mean, three pages of notes, front and back, when I usually just do one. It's just the ending. It really just...ugh. Makes it so hard to focus on what I did like, because those last minutes feel so awful. I didn't expect them to leave us feeling warm-fuzzy afterwards, but I wish they would have given us just *something* more somehow that felt more positive and upbeat. Like having Sam go up to the door and knock, Dean answering it--and even if they ended it there, bam, I would have felt satisfied. I know they can't tie up every loose end, but why couldn't they at least handle the very important loose end of Sam & Dean?

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

You summed it all up just the way I would have. Thank Chuck the series didn't end with this season finale.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Heh, thank Chuck indeed. I am down enough as it is (which is so freaking silly because it's a *TV show*...). If the whole series ended like that, I think I'd be inconsolable. Oy.

♥

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

I liked it better on my second viewing, without commercials. Once my expectations were gone, it was easier to feel comfortable with it. There are still things I don't care for, but I'm 90% okay with it.

*hugs*

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh, don't get me wrong--I loved like the first 50ish minutes of the show (counting commercials). Even the first 55 minutes. I mean, I wasn't writing three pages of notes, front and back, for hating it. XD; Even that fight scene at the very end, as much as it made me start crying, it was awesome. It was that last scene.

I could even have handled that last scene if they would have added just one tiny, tiny thing. Sam and Dean reuniting. Even just a heartbeat of a moment of it, like if they could have had Sam go to the door, Dean answer it and then end it as Dean opens the door. I just...something about *knowing* they'd be then seeing each other face to face would have left me in a better place about it all. Just ending it like they did, with them apart, with Dean still thinking Sam's in hell, and Sam standing outside alone, with that sort of lost expression on his face. That moment is what's tripping me up and coloring my view about the rest. I needed something more to feel even the tiniest amount more positive and upbeat about Sam&Dean, not to feel so achy about them.

Heh, sorry to run on and on about it. ^^;

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

I almost commented where you said this to someone else. I agree with you, totally. That's exactly what's missing for me, too. Especially given how the relationship between brothers was so important to the rest of the episode!

[kros-21.livejournal.com]

I don't think anyone can be coherent now.

I don't even know how to feel about this finale. I mean, I loved the episodes but seriously? Dean is not gonna try... just like that? and he lives with Lisa while Sam (Sam?) goes around alone like that?

I can't accept that fuckery. =.=

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I can't accept it either. It just leaves me so very down and definitely angry, too. I loved so much about the episode--but that ending makes me feel so awful, it casts a shadow over all the good parts. I know they can't resolve every little thing, and that they weren't going to end things warm and fuzzy. But honestly...as much as I'm glad the apocalypse is stopped and everyone's alive, the *ONE* thing they should not have done was leave Sam and Dean still apart. They *needed* to show us even the briefest moment of reunion. Kripke owed us that, in my opinion. As I've said to others, even just to have had Sam go to the door, and Dean answer it--even if they then ended it right there, at least we would have known that moment of them seeing each other again. I don't know why they couldn't give the fans that one last, but most important, thing.

[canyon_deye.livejournal.com]

Nooo freaking way. I won't even hear that! NEW SEASON HAS TO START WHEN IT'S SUPPOSED TO OR D:

I don't know. I in a way think that would've made a good ending. BUT THEN. SAM WAS THERE AND DEAN WAS WITH LISA AND SAM WAS ALONE AND THAT JUST COULDN'T HAVE ENDED LIKE THAT.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

SAM WAS THERE AND DEAN WAS WITH LISA AND SAM WAS ALONE AND THAT JUST COULDN'T HAVE ENDED LIKE THAT.

Exactly. That's exactly what bothers me so much about the episode. I loved so much about it, and while the last big fight and Sam letting himself fall into the gate hurt, I would have accepted that hurt if they'd let Sam and Dean reunite in the end. I would have had no problem with that last scene, if they would have just added one tiny thing, of the boys somehow getting to meet face to face again. Even just Sam going to the door and Dean answering it--even if they then ended it right at that moment, I would have been okay, because we would have known that they were together again and knew each other were alive. I Just...I can't stand that Dean thinks Sam's in hell and that the last of Sam we see is him standing alone outside, with that lost, sad expression on his face. That's not the way five years should end. We as fans deserved a very last moment that had *something* more positive and upbeat in regards to the brothers, not something that still ached.

Heh, anyway. Man, I'm so ranty about it. ^^;

[jhisksan.livejournal.com]

that made me wonder about what Kripke originally had in mind before s6 six.

but I cannot put words into how I feel about sam and dean.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I wondered the exact same thing. And I can't help but think he intended this very ending anyway, even if it had been series end and not season end. In fact, I've seen some say that it was likely Dean would have been Michael after all, and both he and Sam would have ended up falling into the gate. And to be honest, that seems very plausible. I could see Kripke ending that way. And that would have hurt a hell of a lot, too.

Agreed to your second comment, too. Man, it's just been on my mind all morning, and I still can't untangle my feelings about it.

[akintay.livejournal.com]

:(

*hugs*

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

♥ *hugs back*

Please don't hurt me, but ...

[keerawa.livejournal.com]

Actually, I would have been totally cool with that as the Series Finale. Just finish there, and leave them in our capable hands.

Re: Please don&#39;t hurt me, but ...

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Bah, like I'd hurt you. :p And honestly, I could see why you feel that way. I mean, I loved so much about the ep, even if bits were hurting and making me flail and freak out, up until the very end. Just that last scene gets me more than it does others, I guess, for some reason. I mean, it's like it's a really, really nice present, all wrapped up in fancy paper, nice ribbon--but it's missing the bow. And I really, really need that bow, I mean really. If that makes sense. >_>;

I agree with the "our capable hands" bit though. It's the rest of the fandom that's going to make this better for me, really. I'm relying on all you folks. :) ♥

Re: Please don&amp;#39;t hurt me, but ...

[keerawa.livejournal.com]

Fandom will DEFINITELY make it all better! We're good at that!