whoa.

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Why is it not next Thursday yet?
WHY IS IT NOT NEXT THURSDAY YET?
AFSDKFKDSFLDFKFK. \o/

Okay. So show was...interesting. There were some cool bits, and some stuff that made me kinda XD and some bits that made me :( and some bits that made me D: I will say, that um, boy the whole Pestilence thing was kind of anticlimactic? Gross, though. Saw way more bright green barf than I ever really needed to. ^^; But it just kinda was this interesting building bit then BAM done. And I was enjoying Matt Frewer so much, too. But I guess they were kinda cramming a lot into this particular ep. But boy, it ended with a whimper. And with Sam and Dean just kinda flopping around helplessly while Cas had a bit of a pouncey-bamf moment (though I imagine Cas fans will be most impressed, heh).

Speaking of Cas, is this a permanent thing, or was it the way I interpreted it as being just absolutely drained of angel mojo and needing to recharge? Crowley continued to intrigue me this ep, though I still reeeeeeally don't trust him--however, I'm sort of getting more of a 'good bad guy' vibe from him, that he really does want to stop the Apocalypse to keep his life as is and to keep his ass safe. But we'll see, I imagine.

BUT! HI WALKING!BOBBY! \o/ omgomgomg \o/ BUT. I am absolutely positive this will kick them in the ass in the end. I am *sure* that Crowley did this for nefarious purposes. I mean, sure he returns Bobby's soul like he's promised...then does Bobby become paralyzed again? Eh? Eh? So yeah, how much of a 'let me keep the soul and you can keep walking' thing will this end up being, I wonder? I can't help but feel this is definitely going to come up in the future in this manner.

Sam reminiscing about how "remember when things used to be simple"...? US TOO, SAMMY. ALL OF US FANS, TOO. T__T ♥ Oh, seasons 1-2. *nostalgiasigh* But anyway, in other Winchester news, there's verification that Adam's a Michael vessel now, but that's not a surprise. And well, this whole Sam plan of saying yes to Lucifer and then controlling him to imprison him certainly now seems THE ONLY WAY. :( There's so much that makes me sad and flaily about this--first and foremost, godDANGit, he's gonna have to drink demon blood *again*?? And more than ever before? For fuck's sake. :/ Is he ever going to be able to say HEY YEAH I KICKED THE HABIT. Because if it were just his choice, I really feel like he'd have no problem never doing it again now. But they keep making him HAVE to. Over and over. And then having to do the panic room thing. Can you imagine how bad the detox from that will be? Assuming he doesn't end up stuck in hell, I guess.

Btw, random thing--I'm using this very nonSPN icon because of Bobby's most wonderful exclamation. ♥

Anyway. I was kinda eyerolling at the whole 'boys forget what Niveus was so Crowley can snark at them' because I'm sorry, but no. I love Crowley, sure, but the writers seemed to want to write the boys being dumbasses there for no real reason. The whole Niveus thing was just recently for them, and I think that the whole breaking in there, and the whole Brady situation it would all be REALLY fresh in their minds. So I really don't buy it that suddenly they had no clue what the name was or what it meant. Crowley is awesome and gets many awesome lines, but whomever did this ep kinda forced it there and it felt like a bad fic moment.

Right, moving on. Another "Sam choking, must be Thursday" moment. But I love how in the end how much the scene in the warehouse made an impact on Bobby. I love that they highlight how heroic Sam was being there, and how Bobby viewed him because of it. I love how it really seemed to give him reason to root for Sam's strength. However. And I'll get to the however in a sec. First, the pizza with Death ♥ I didn't expect to like that scene but I did. I *LOOOOVE* that we got the full version of what we'd seen in the clip of the nice cinematic Death walking down the street scene--and I love oh my that they actually had "O Death" playing then. ♥ I was expecting Death to be just another bad guy, and in a way he felt very neutral--obviously doesn't think much of lesser/younger beings, but he really felt like something that just *is*. And I kinda really dig that he's pissy about being Lucifer's weapon, and I loved the "bratty child having a tantrum" bit. Ha. I sort of knew Dean was lying when he accepted Death's condition--but now I wonder.

And that brings be back to the however. That end scene with Bobby and Dean, where it pretty much even has Bobby sold that not only is this the only plan, but he seems to trust Sam to do it and thinks Sam has the strength to do it. Except great. It's Sam sacrificing himself, and obviously Dean doesn't like this any more than me. :p That line though: "What're you afraid of? Losing...or losing your brother?" Well hell, there's no question to that. I really think that even without hearing about Sam at the warehouse, I think Dean at this point knows Sam is capable of this. He just doesn't WANT for it to happen. He obviously doesn't want to lose his brother. And fuck if it's looking like there's no other way. Goddamn that abrupt scene end, though. I mean, it just ENDED bam. So suddenly I hadn't expected it. I sort of went "Buh?" and boggled at the clock when I realized the time and that was it.

But yeah, so Dean agreed to the conditions, but was lying about it...but now? I mean, is his only recourse to face his fear of losing Sam and allow it to happen? Discussing the preview next, just FYI.


Obviously he must, seeing that preview. o_O By the way, that is a PREVIEW OF OMFGAWESOME. I GOT CHILLS. I WANT TO SEE THAT PREVIEW AGAIN. AND AGAIN. I. AS SOMEONE WHO IS VERY SAM FAVORING, EVEN IF THIS COMING SEASON FINALE GUTS ME I THINK I AM GOING TO LIKE IT A LOT BECAUSE SAM LOOKS LIKE HE'S A FUCKING BAMF. I hope the ep lives up to the preview. I hope Sam gets to kick fucking ass. ♥

And yes, I just went and found where the preview had been posted and watched it again. \o/ MmmmmmmMMMmmmmmmmyes. Samgasms~

And cue time to go listen to O Death a bunch more times. \o/