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[whitereflection]

So in order to get into yesterday's ICC 10man on Ak, I had to commit to being there on Thursday. The Thursday I've been waiting for for HOW long now? Been hitting my head on the wall since. Only reason I didn't say no, is that at least I can find a download after it's done. Just going to KILL me to not be able to watch at the exact same time as everyone else (much less having to wait to dl and watch until after 11cst when the raid's finished). Blargh. Maybe I'll be lucky and the raid won't have enough people and it'll be postponed to Friday or something... Anyway. Meh. Thursday is going to blow in general, what with all that, having Kelly's father's memorial service, etc.

*****


Twenty-two and Fifteen-almost

Sometimes, most times,
loving you is like
our so-goddamned-old cat--
sleeping so deep on that blanket on the couch
I think it's died,
but then I look close, close,
for a long time.
I finally see it's breathing. I guess it's still alive after all,
for now.

Comments

[verbranden.livejournal.com]

Aww, sorry about that. I was around when Seth said in chat that Dizma was being... kinda strict about things yesterday? I'm kinda glad I wasn't there for that. Good luck with having it called. :P I think Wagh was right though, you can't control the awesomeness that is group Dizmania. :P Hopefully you'll be able to get things sorted out. 10 man drama is so not necessary.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Ehhh, Diz might have been being 'strict', but he was honestly as good natured as always. I think just with the high amount of competition/demand on getting into this 10man right now, he wants those who get in to be IN 100% and 100% on the ball. Since why take someone who's not going to be reliable in one way or another when there's another person clamoring for the spot who could offer that. So I do respect that, and it's cool, wasn't even drama at all.

Just sort of...one of those ironies, if you can call it that, that I *NEED* to be in game for this when I've been waiting over a month for that stupid show to resume. :p And not like I'll miss it entirely, just will have to nab a torrent late in the evening. Just...annoying, is all, to have my scheduling pile up like that. >_> But obviously I could have said "Oh hey, I have plans Thursday, give someone else my spot". But we know how freaking bitchywhinyemostupidpathetic I've been about wanting into the stupid 10s lately. :/ Thus, I shift priorities to make game first and fangasming on Supernatural second. :| But I do bitch about it in the process, because I am fail like that, and I want everything to be perfect and easy. :F

[verbranden.livejournal.com]

Well that's good at least. Not being there to hear him meant that I only had Seth's comment to go from. Good that there's no drama. :)

[keerawa.livejournal.com]

I won't get to watch it for ... a week? Maybe more. I DL and watch with 2 friends, and it depends on their schedule.

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Oh yikes. :x I would about die of impatience having to wait like that--though maybe it'd be better if I knew I had friends I'd be watching it with. Group viewings of something is always more fun.