would it be gauche of me to ask for a hug right about now?

[whitereflection]

...

*lays head down on desk*

I knew this ep would be tough. I didn't expect to spend from a bit after 8:30 until 8:45 crying that damned hard. Thought about tryin to do a show reaction thing tomorrow instead, because crap, I think I'm gonna start cryin again.

Anyway.

*Crowley. Fuckin awesome. WANT more of him. He made me flail and squee. "MORONS!"

*Scene where they get to Carthage with all the reapers? Damned creepy. Castiel meeting/being trapped by Lucifer? Damned creepy. Ol' Nick wasn't lookin so good yeah?

*I can't help myself. I *DO* so like Castiel. He got good lines/scenes. "I won't let you." ♥ Gave my Castiel/Sam (in whatever way you see that) some major flailings. Him and Meg? SERIOUS flailing when he threw her over the binding circle fire. Holy shit kickass badassery ffff.

*The group photo? FUCKING WANT FOR A WALLPAPER SOMEONE PLEASE. Except I dunno, might make me start to cry again.

*Jo to Ellen about being treated as an adult? Dean kissing Jo goodbye? Ellen staying with Jo? The bit where the hellhounds come in and Jo just sort of fades and oh god Ellen. Ellen Ellen Ellen. FUCKING COOLEST BEST FEMALE CHARACTER I HAVE SEEN IN SO LONG. And older, yet still kickass and hot and fuck, she's gone. Fuck, crying again at that all.

*You know, I wish someone I knew local watched Supernatural. So I could have someone to watch with. FUCK I wanna hug. Dammit, I hate crying.

*And the Colt doesn't work. FUCK. :( And AWESOME, Death's summoned. (Really wondering what it'll look like, or if they'll continue not to show him/her/it.)

*Sam, I do still completely and utterly love you. Way to fuckin stand up to the devil, even when he's pushing those awful, painful buttons.

*End scene. ... *lays head on desk again*



So yeah. Now nothing til 1-21. Awesomes. \o/ The preview makes me foam at the mouth and flail with grabby handed want. Looks fucking kickass twisted and ripe for tag fics.

...I wanted to use my Ellen icon, but wasn't sure that'd be somehow considered spoilery. Just, I dunno. Something. /sigh

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