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whitereflectionCold continues to be of the suck, and though it has lost the 'throat on fire so much pain my eyes tear constantly' thing, it's now changing to the usual borking cough. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. FML. But, on the other hand, **Show**♥
Ohman...Show is back to making me laugh and be full of glee, and tearing out my heart and making me want to cry. :x Will try to be brief, because I feel like ass and have no energy.
Dean: Omfg, I love him so much. His glee at things like the prankjoke shop made me squee. Him trying to tell Jesse that it was because he was a superhero just...oh god, steal my heart right there, just do it. Ilu, Dean, Ilu so much T____T He just...man, he *would* be good with kids. And his bit at the end of understanding why parents like to their children, ohgod, just made me ache. It's about wanting to protect and care for so much you fib. I love that/ache that Dean still hides what he feels about others--i.e. saying no that Castiel's a friend, but then finally admitting that yeah, he's a 'buddy', so like the things he said during he and Sam's separations that hid and covered up what he really felt.
Sam: Ohman, this just...this so pushed Sam's buttons, and I hurt for him for it. I love that he was committed to telling the truth to give Jesse the choice, I love that he believed and *wanted* to believe in him so much. I love that it shows Sam still has optimism and hope, but also ache that he's vicariously looking for redemption, and looking to 'save' someone else because of the mistakes he made and because he still shows signs that he feels he couldn't/can't be saved.
Castiel: Guuh, I say it again, in-ten-si-ty. He gives me chills, and *fffff* I want Castiel/Sam slash or friendship fic so much because of their interactions in that one scene. The whole thing just "A year ago you would have done whatever it took to win this war" and "You didn't.... And I can't take that chance." Just FFFFFFFFFF. Goddang so much intensity and *something* between those two, that could so be written for.
Jesse: Kiiiiiiiiiiiid. I *liked* kid. I hurt for kid. :x I want kid to show up more, and be important later. I want kid to be someone the boys know in the future, someone they mentor, stay connected to. I wish kid coulda ended up staying with Bobby, that woulda been the fucking coolest thing ever. I hope someone writes fic where kid ends up like Bobby's foster son and getting trained. Though I am not surprised kid vanished, not with the forshadowing about how he could blip himself anywhere in the world, feeling of forboding I got in the commercial break before, and of course kid looking at the posters (*sigh*, funny, I always wanted to go to Australia when I was young, too. My dream was to live in Canada or Australia...) Poor kid, out there alone. :(
Plot: Ohman, plot had me in *stitches*, and then just damned near tearing at the end. I love the whole kid urban legends becoming reality--I was gullible when young, and this just *SO* took me back to all the stuff I was a sucker for. Dean getting hair on his palms KILLED ME DED, because that one I didn't expect--actually got me laughing out loud to the point that I started coughing (fuck you, cold). I love how plot got so damned creepy, too, I loved the Cas action figure (WANT ONE), I loved the return to boys-meet-wall and more choking!Sam (XD XD *Everyone* goes for his throat/neck *heeeeee*). And the last scene...oh ouch. Oh, *boys*. T______T Wishing that they could have been protected from the dark and shadows and bad things like normal kids, but just..."Yeah, me too", and then the scene just quietly ends... T_________________________T Yeah. Oh, boys. Oh, show.
...the one thing that sort of leaves me...uncertain though. So kid is half demon, and the thought is get him trained, Dean tells him the superhero thing, and at the end after the kid just think-expels-exorcises the demon and is called 'awesome' for it. But...so, why is this different than what Sam's gone through? Sam was a freak for it, dangerous, not 'superhero to be trained', not awesome. The only similarity is that Sam was to be smited, and the angels want the boy killed--to the point that Castiel was on the very freaking edge of doing that to himself (and I just wonder...*could* he have gone through with it? I'd love to see Cas developed more dealing with this bit). But I just wonder...is Dean like this because of knowing what Sam went through and knowing that didn't work, hurt him worse and not wanting another person to go through that. Or is it because Jesse's still a kid, and all that went down with Sam was when his brother was already an adult? Or is it because he doesn't have the baggage of John tied into Jesse like with Sam? Or that Jesse is a good kid but isn't his brother, isn't the one he's been sworn to protect since he was four?
And would this change anything now? Is it just because kid can do those things with thought alone, and not drinking demon blood? Is that what makes it different? If, as has been wondered if still applies or if it's a dropped plot thread, Sam could still have his powers without the demon blood, would it be cool (or awesome, even) if he started using them again? If he got trained, too? (Man, this makes me want to see Sam and kid get trained fic later...man, Sam and Dean and Bobby and kid and Cas could make a hell of a team, heh). But anyway, I dunno. Maybe they just mean trained as kid is trained as hunter--which would definitely be kickass--but I just got the feeling it would involve something to do with the powers, too, and not just 'Powers're bad, mm-kay'/don't do it, like for Sam. Which just makes me wonder why, since I wouldn't get why kid powers would be awesome and Sam powers not, especially since both are of demonic origin.
Yeah, okay, so this wasn't brief. Show, Ilu. Can't wait for next ep, that one looks to be mucho fun.
EDIT: Oh, yes, Dean + ham = TL4E ♥ Ffffff why does this crack me up so much? And him whoopie cushioning Castiel lololololol I should have seen that coming but I do didn't ♥ Joybuzzering Sam one scene, then that to Castiel another, oh Dean. ♥ Makes me want a "My name's Dean and this is my brother Daryl and this is my other brother Daryl" with Sam and Cas for some reason :p
Ohman...Show is back to making me laugh and be full of glee, and tearing out my heart and making me want to cry. :x Will try to be brief, because I feel like ass and have no energy.
Dean: Omfg, I love him so much. His glee at things like the prankjoke shop made me squee. Him trying to tell Jesse that it was because he was a superhero just...oh god, steal my heart right there, just do it. Ilu, Dean, Ilu so much T____T He just...man, he *would* be good with kids. And his bit at the end of understanding why parents like to their children, ohgod, just made me ache. It's about wanting to protect and care for so much you fib. I love that/ache that Dean still hides what he feels about others--i.e. saying no that Castiel's a friend, but then finally admitting that yeah, he's a 'buddy', so like the things he said during he and Sam's separations that hid and covered up what he really felt.
Sam: Ohman, this just...this so pushed Sam's buttons, and I hurt for him for it. I love that he was committed to telling the truth to give Jesse the choice, I love that he believed and *wanted* to believe in him so much. I love that it shows Sam still has optimism and hope, but also ache that he's vicariously looking for redemption, and looking to 'save' someone else because of the mistakes he made and because he still shows signs that he feels he couldn't/can't be saved.
Castiel: Guuh, I say it again, in-ten-si-ty. He gives me chills, and *fffff* I want Castiel/Sam slash or friendship fic so much because of their interactions in that one scene. The whole thing just "A year ago you would have done whatever it took to win this war" and "You didn't.... And I can't take that chance." Just FFFFFFFFFF. Goddang so much intensity and *something* between those two, that could so be written for.
Jesse: Kiiiiiiiiiiiid. I *liked* kid. I hurt for kid. :x I want kid to show up more, and be important later. I want kid to be someone the boys know in the future, someone they mentor, stay connected to. I wish kid coulda ended up staying with Bobby, that woulda been the fucking coolest thing ever. I hope someone writes fic where kid ends up like Bobby's foster son and getting trained. Though I am not surprised kid vanished, not with the forshadowing about how he could blip himself anywhere in the world, feeling of forboding I got in the commercial break before, and of course kid looking at the posters (*sigh*, funny, I always wanted to go to Australia when I was young, too. My dream was to live in Canada or Australia...) Poor kid, out there alone. :(
Plot: Ohman, plot had me in *stitches*, and then just damned near tearing at the end. I love the whole kid urban legends becoming reality--I was gullible when young, and this just *SO* took me back to all the stuff I was a sucker for. Dean getting hair on his palms KILLED ME DED, because that one I didn't expect--actually got me laughing out loud to the point that I started coughing (fuck you, cold). I love how plot got so damned creepy, too, I loved the Cas action figure (WANT ONE), I loved the return to boys-meet-wall and more choking!Sam (XD XD *Everyone* goes for his throat/neck *heeeeee*). And the last scene...oh ouch. Oh, *boys*. T______T Wishing that they could have been protected from the dark and shadows and bad things like normal kids, but just..."Yeah, me too", and then the scene just quietly ends... T_________________________T Yeah. Oh, boys. Oh, show.
...the one thing that sort of leaves me...uncertain though. So kid is half demon, and the thought is get him trained, Dean tells him the superhero thing, and at the end after the kid just think-expels-exorcises the demon and is called 'awesome' for it. But...so, why is this different than what Sam's gone through? Sam was a freak for it, dangerous, not 'superhero to be trained', not awesome. The only similarity is that Sam was to be smited, and the angels want the boy killed--to the point that Castiel was on the very freaking edge of doing that to himself (and I just wonder...*could* he have gone through with it? I'd love to see Cas developed more dealing with this bit). But I just wonder...is Dean like this because of knowing what Sam went through and knowing that didn't work, hurt him worse and not wanting another person to go through that. Or is it because Jesse's still a kid, and all that went down with Sam was when his brother was already an adult? Or is it because he doesn't have the baggage of John tied into Jesse like with Sam? Or that Jesse is a good kid but isn't his brother, isn't the one he's been sworn to protect since he was four?
And would this change anything now? Is it just because kid can do those things with thought alone, and not drinking demon blood? Is that what makes it different? If, as has been wondered if still applies or if it's a dropped plot thread, Sam could still have his powers without the demon blood, would it be cool (or awesome, even) if he started using them again? If he got trained, too? (Man, this makes me want to see Sam and kid get trained fic later...man, Sam and Dean and Bobby and kid and Cas could make a hell of a team, heh). But anyway, I dunno. Maybe they just mean trained as kid is trained as hunter--which would definitely be kickass--but I just got the feeling it would involve something to do with the powers, too, and not just 'Powers're bad, mm-kay'/don't do it, like for Sam. Which just makes me wonder why, since I wouldn't get why kid powers would be awesome and Sam powers not, especially since both are of demonic origin.
Yeah, okay, so this wasn't brief. Show, Ilu. Can't wait for next ep, that one looks to be mucho fun.
EDIT: Oh, yes, Dean + ham = TL4E ♥ Ffffff why does this crack me up so much? And him whoopie cushioning Castiel lololololol I should have seen that coming but I do didn't ♥ Joybuzzering Sam one scene, then that to Castiel another, oh Dean. ♥ Makes me want a "My name's Dean and this is my brother Daryl and this is my other brother Daryl" with Sam and Cas for some reason :p
