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whitereflectionYou know, I hadn't ever really paid attention to the fact that lastfm lets you download certain mp3s free. Discovered they had every track from Halley's Forget the Leaves, Autumn Will Change Us CD, after falling in love with Kites are Slow Downers (realized I already had been introduced to the group from a >Epic soundtrack song). I love that mixed bag of "OMG this group is awesome" and "sonofabitch they broke up five years ago".
Yeah, I dunno why I'm still up. Going to go lie down after this, but I'm not tired. : / It's happening again, I guess.
I really don't want to raid tonight. Just feeling burned out, but especially on the stupid bits of drama that keep flaring up. The one-thing-after-another sort of deal is getting old. I wish things had stayed like they were like when I first got there, or at least would stabilize soon.
Am really being attention-craving, in amongst the hormonemo. I hate when I get like that. And on a somewhat related note, have been really wishing for a lot more people to talk about/squee about Show with. But I'm too gutless and cowardly to friend the names I've been seeing out there. Never used to have a problem with it, but seems like nowadays I just can't make the first overature. It's like going back to the shy I was in gradeschool. Doesn't help that when I exchange comments with people, I'm just being such an inane, pathetic dork.
Ok, there's the tired. Finally.
Yeah, I dunno why I'm still up. Going to go lie down after this, but I'm not tired. : / It's happening again, I guess.
I really don't want to raid tonight. Just feeling burned out, but especially on the stupid bits of drama that keep flaring up. The one-thing-after-another sort of deal is getting old. I wish things had stayed like they were like when I first got there, or at least would stabilize soon.
Am really being attention-craving, in amongst the hormonemo. I hate when I get like that. And on a somewhat related note, have been really wishing for a lot more people to talk about/squee about Show with. But I'm too gutless and cowardly to friend the names I've been seeing out there. Never used to have a problem with it, but seems like nowadays I just can't make the first overature. It's like going back to the shy I was in gradeschool. Doesn't help that when I exchange comments with people, I'm just being such an inane, pathetic dork.
Ok, there's the tired. Finally.
