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whitereflectionSince I have been tagged by Katkat--
The terribly exciting 10 random facts meme. Do it, pass it around.
*I have realized I really, really miss working in a library, and miss cataloging work liek woah. But with allergies and asthma and how sick I used to be, I just can't do it again, even if I found a non-UNO place. : /
*I want very much to go on a roadtrip, and am craving endless interstate/highway stretching out to the horizon. Wouldn't want to drive it, though--just be a passenger like when I was a kid.
*Being jobless leaves me feeling restless and guilty and worrying, yet just like when it happened last year and earlier this year, I'm happier and more content than I ever have been. There's a small, somewhat ashamed part of me that wishes I could just stay home and have cooking and baking be my job, maybe with a side of volunteering.
*I think I like the middle of the night hours because it's one of the few times everything is utterly quiet and I'm all but alone.
*I am envious of how successful my brother is, how creative, and how he has become fairly fearless and driven, going for what he really wants (whether it be yet another degree like the MFA he's working on, or crazy leisure activities like skydiving or cliff-jumping).
*I still have trouble breaking the ice with people I don't know, unless they approach me or motivate conversation. Someone I know, I can babble *endlessly* with...but say I'm in voice chat and my friend signs off, leaving me with people I'm still not familiar with, I'll lock up and go completely silent.
*Jared Padalecki is my first celebrity crush since Keanu Reeves (shutupshutup) back when The Matrix first came out. I just don't normally dig 'real' guys like I do animated or video game ones.
*Fall is still my favorite time of year. I'm about giddy that we're on the cusp of it. ♥
*I've been having a resurgence of issues in regards to feeling that there is absolutely nothing I am good at. I do things, but I am not really *good* at any of them. This becomes especially problematic when I do things like editing my resume or try to prep for interviews (not that I've had any since leaving ex-work), since I find it really hard to 'sell' myself.
*Am realizing that discovering new music is just like infatuation used to be when I was in my teens. The rush of falling for some new song or group so hard is just *incredible*.
Not tagging anyone, but feel free if you're so inclined. ♥ But a bonus one to make up for it.
*I sort of want to be a baker/pastry chef/cake decorator. I sort of want to be a songwriter or poet. I sort of want to write/illustrate children's books. I sort of want to work in some little gifty shop, and probably would if I worked in a place with touristey stuff like Seattle (god, I still want to live in Seattle so much...). I sort of want to work at DisneyWorld. I sort of want to work at a radio station (but not as a DJ or in advertising). I sort of want to paint and try to sell my artwork.
The terribly exciting 10 random facts meme. Do it, pass it around.
*I have realized I really, really miss working in a library, and miss cataloging work liek woah. But with allergies and asthma and how sick I used to be, I just can't do it again, even if I found a non-UNO place. : /
*I want very much to go on a roadtrip, and am craving endless interstate/highway stretching out to the horizon. Wouldn't want to drive it, though--just be a passenger like when I was a kid.
*Being jobless leaves me feeling restless and guilty and worrying, yet just like when it happened last year and earlier this year, I'm happier and more content than I ever have been. There's a small, somewhat ashamed part of me that wishes I could just stay home and have cooking and baking be my job, maybe with a side of volunteering.
*I think I like the middle of the night hours because it's one of the few times everything is utterly quiet and I'm all but alone.
*I am envious of how successful my brother is, how creative, and how he has become fairly fearless and driven, going for what he really wants (whether it be yet another degree like the MFA he's working on, or crazy leisure activities like skydiving or cliff-jumping).
*I still have trouble breaking the ice with people I don't know, unless they approach me or motivate conversation. Someone I know, I can babble *endlessly* with...but say I'm in voice chat and my friend signs off, leaving me with people I'm still not familiar with, I'll lock up and go completely silent.
*Jared Padalecki is my first celebrity crush since Keanu Reeves (shutupshutup) back when The Matrix first came out. I just don't normally dig 'real' guys like I do animated or video game ones.
*Fall is still my favorite time of year. I'm about giddy that we're on the cusp of it. ♥
*I've been having a resurgence of issues in regards to feeling that there is absolutely nothing I am good at. I do things, but I am not really *good* at any of them. This becomes especially problematic when I do things like editing my resume or try to prep for interviews (not that I've had any since leaving ex-work), since I find it really hard to 'sell' myself.
*Am realizing that discovering new music is just like infatuation used to be when I was in my teens. The rush of falling for some new song or group so hard is just *incredible*.
Not tagging anyone, but feel free if you're so inclined. ♥ But a bonus one to make up for it.
*I sort of want to be a baker/pastry chef/cake decorator. I sort of want to be a songwriter or poet. I sort of want to write/illustrate children's books. I sort of want to work in some little gifty shop, and probably would if I worked in a place with touristey stuff like Seattle (god, I still want to live in Seattle so much...). I sort of want to work at DisneyWorld. I sort of want to work at a radio station (but not as a DJ or in advertising). I sort of want to paint and try to sell my artwork.
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Date: 2009-09-17 02:45 am (UTC)Hahahaha. I feel the same way, only it's the OTHER brother. I <3 Jensen Ackles.
*Fall is still my favorite time of year. I'm about giddy that we're on the cusp of it. ♥
Ditto. Best season, ever.
*I sort of want to be a baker/pastry chef/cake decorator. I sort of want to be a songwriter or poet. I sort of want to write/illustrate children's books.
Wow - so do I! :D
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Date: 2009-09-17 04:03 am (UTC)I could have written half of these, I swear!