not sure what to think about it
Aug. 7th, 2009 03:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflection--my sleep schedule is so incredibly fucked up the past few days. So very.
--ye old guild has had amazing success the past few days. Thorim, Mimiron, and I hear now General. I guess...I should have left ages ago? I was one of the good dps, always showed up prepared, gave it all my concentration, tried to think of group first me second, showed a good attitude...but I dunno, sort of that I guess I was holding them back thing going on? I have been very content playing Sas and just levelling (she gets to start Northrend yay), but...meh, I hate that feeling. No one's irreplaceable ever, but it's uncomfortable to see just blinding instant amazing success the second you go.
--thundering outside
--several hundred dollar AC repair the other day now followed by several hundred dollar plumbing bill. Lovely.
--whee, dentist tomorrow. And I guess I should call for a hair trim, clean up the shagginess since I'll have to be facing job interviews. Meh, I wouldn't bother otherwise. I don't care if it's shaggy at the moment.
--weirdest feeling of feeling like I need something, but I honestly couldn't tell you what.
--12 days until 36, and for some reason it's bothering me a great deal. Or at least leaving me feeling very unsettled.
--ye old guild has had amazing success the past few days. Thorim, Mimiron, and I hear now General. I guess...I should have left ages ago? I was one of the good dps, always showed up prepared, gave it all my concentration, tried to think of group first me second, showed a good attitude...but I dunno, sort of that I guess I was holding them back thing going on? I have been very content playing Sas and just levelling (she gets to start Northrend yay), but...meh, I hate that feeling. No one's irreplaceable ever, but it's uncomfortable to see just blinding instant amazing success the second you go.
--thundering outside
--several hundred dollar AC repair the other day now followed by several hundred dollar plumbing bill. Lovely.
--whee, dentist tomorrow. And I guess I should call for a hair trim, clean up the shagginess since I'll have to be facing job interviews. Meh, I wouldn't bother otherwise. I don't care if it's shaggy at the moment.
--weirdest feeling of feeling like I need something, but I honestly couldn't tell you what.
--12 days until 36, and for some reason it's bothering me a great deal. Or at least leaving me feeling very unsettled.
