pretty damned worthless...
Jul. 30th, 2009 07:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionReally bad QA at work, feeling the passive aggressive antagonism from the couple guild people giving me issues...just feeling wretched and damned near bleak about everything that makes up my day. I can't express how much I wish I could just quit work, and how very close I am to quitting this guild, even if I have nowhere else to go. I think the stupid achievements Ak has (near 6500 pts, compared to Sas' 700), are the only thing keeping me from just going back to alliance for awhile. I hate feeling so hopeless/miserable. What's the point of living life like that.
And what still gets me at work is being such an incompetent fuckup on something that only requires a high school diploma, and the smallest bit of training/manual. It's like nobrain monkeywork. How can I do so poorly at it? And why the *hell* am I getting such lousy QAs anymore when 100%s or just below were coming so easy before? I just don't get it. Did they change their 'grading' toughness, or did I just become utterly fail? I just don't know.
And what still gets me at work is being such an incompetent fuckup on something that only requires a high school diploma, and the smallest bit of training/manual. It's like nobrain monkeywork. How can I do so poorly at it? And why the *hell* am I getting such lousy QAs anymore when 100%s or just below were coming so easy before? I just don't get it. Did they change their 'grading' toughness, or did I just become utterly fail? I just don't know.
