somehow not surprising

[whitereflection]

Monday sucketh, as usual. Gloomy outside, and I seem to have gone from extremely tired to extremely tired and grump leave-me-alone moping.

Did finally comment at the springkink community to give up my prompts. I would have had to even if I had taken just one claim, but to have asked for three makes it seem worse to abandon them all. I should have done so longer ago, though, since I've known they weren't working out, to give someone else more time to take them, maybe. Just kept hoping that maybe I'd get sparked on at least one. I dunno. Just feel really dumb about it. I guess I'm back to my usual of wanting to do, but not being able to follow through. I think last summer was just a really lovely fluke. Sad that the one prose piece I've been able to write for months was 1-weird, 2-short and grammatically a mess, and 3-nothing to do with any of those prompts.

Kind of glad I can just hide out and work on the Spanish juv books and not have to interact with anyone. Too bad I have to have my allergy shot tonight, I don't even feel like dealing with that. At least I can put off groceries until tomorrow.

Comments

[emerald-embers.livejournal.com]

Oh *hugs*!

Don't worry about dropping claims hon <3, it happens all the time to the best of us when the inspiration fairy goes "LOL BYE" and runs away just when you need him/her/it most.

It doesn't make you an awful awful person, I promise! <3

[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

Bah, way for me to space off responding to a comment. >_< Meant to say thanks--it helped to know that even if I was upset (and still am, actually, heh) with myself for failing at it, that I hadn't incurred any mod or co-mod wrath.

♥ Glad to see it's been going well for you and others though.