Revisited

[whitereflection]

So I'm reminded of the concept that there's nothing like a *game* totally leaving your ego in bits and your self esteem a steaming pile. But then again, there's nothing like the feeling of knowing that, despite being a game, you're fucking up and doing so *badly*.

Bleh WSG the other night, bleah Kara this weekend and lousy Kara tonight, bleh 5v5 arena tonight. And the feeling of utter failure from just such stupid idiotic mistakes, and a whole lot of not being good enough.

Better not start thinking about real life as well, because that's one hell of an ugly slippery slope to start down.

Comments

[artizuka.livejournal.com]

D: Well, sweetie, when a game stops being fun and starts to be more of an annoying, self-esteem killing murderbox, then maybe it's time to step away for awhile. ._. I love you, babe. Don't let your fun become like your job, mrr?