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[whitereflection]

Closed Beta servers are both down. It's not the maintenance they said would be tomorrow aft/evening. I know, is a beta, it happens. Just isn't a crash/restart thing. Is a down down not even listed-as-offline, they aren't even *listed* thing. So down all evening. Perhaps. Then there'll be the down-for-maintenance tomorrow. Le bummer. Just was kinda looking forward to it (just don't feel like playing the regular version, and now that I'm inna funk I don't feel like going for KH2 or FFX either).

Also...beset by massive stupid every time I open my mouth or give an LJ comment. Think I'm pissing peoples off and/or being an irritant. Time to try'n find some fic to wallow in (...in which to wallow?) Tune out the mental voice yelling 'stupid stupid dork-ass loser stupid' >< ;