would rather play ffx tonight, rly :x
Sep. 28th, 2006 06:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionI loves my KatKat ♥♥ I do, I do~
Multiple meetings today, and trading training on shelf-ready stuff with Diana. So little-to-no hole up in cubicle with music time. :( /woe
Last night's raid actually went very well, by no contribution of my own--I just wasn't...mentally there, really. Poor contribution on damage, constantly distracted, died a ton esp. early on (and spent more time than not minimizing my game window while I was dead looking at someone's icon community while I waited for a rez). Whole night of C'thun attempts ahead. Everyone's really psyched, but not finding much enthusiasm. :x Maybe I've finally just totally burned out on it?
One thing that makes me not look forward to the game expansion though--as much as I am *dying* to play bloodelves...the usual him here has realized "O golly gee we can play together horde-side woo" Always been able to kind of hide behind being higher level, in a raiding guild, in a guild with closed recruitment--and can still be like that if I play Alliance side. But obviously the slate's fully wiped clean horde-side. He just doesn't *get* it. The game is so often my escape from him, my place to be me without being judged or ragged on or to just get away (especially since other than work, there is just *no* time apart/alone, now more than ever), that playing with him kinda defeats the purpose. So not sure how to handle that.
I ♥ my icons. So very much. Poor old weeded icons. Some went before their time because of my new obsessings. T__T Alas, poor older icons, we parted too soon.
Multiple meetings today, and trading training on shelf-ready stuff with Diana. So little-to-no hole up in cubicle with music time. :( /woe
Last night's raid actually went very well, by no contribution of my own--I just wasn't...mentally there, really. Poor contribution on damage, constantly distracted, died a ton esp. early on (and spent more time than not minimizing my game window while I was dead looking at someone's icon community while I waited for a rez). Whole night of C'thun attempts ahead. Everyone's really psyched, but not finding much enthusiasm. :x Maybe I've finally just totally burned out on it?
One thing that makes me not look forward to the game expansion though--as much as I am *dying* to play bloodelves...the usual him here has realized "O golly gee we can play together horde-side woo" Always been able to kind of hide behind being higher level, in a raiding guild, in a guild with closed recruitment--and can still be like that if I play Alliance side. But obviously the slate's fully wiped clean horde-side. He just doesn't *get* it. The game is so often my escape from him, my place to be me without being judged or ragged on or to just get away (especially since other than work, there is just *no* time apart/alone, now more than ever), that playing with him kinda defeats the purpose. So not sure how to handle that.
I ♥ my icons. So very much. Poor old weeded icons. Some went before their time because of my new obsessings. T__T Alas, poor older icons, we parted too soon.