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Oct. 4th, 2005 04:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionAUGH I HATE INTERVIEWING.
(And I wasn't even *intending* to do any interviews today, but one person when I asked 'can you come in Wed. or Thurs.?' insisted on today. >< Wasn't psyched for it, wasn't really dressed for it--not that I dress up, but I like to look a little less casual than what I've got on--and just GAH.)
Meh...three more tomorrow, two Thursday. I feel like I should do more, but jeez, where do you draw the line? Hate this part of my job...and still stewing about the training, because I dislike that intensely as well. I can *do*, but I don't teach/tutor/train/explain for crapola, IMO.
Anyway. ARGH.
(And ok but OMG, person 1 would *not* let me keep control of the interview. All my explanations and questions kept getting sidetracked for theirs, and while it still got me an impression of them, I just GAH. I am really not good with people, especially when they have more force of personality. Bah.)
Such hate for interviewing. I hate doing the phone calls, hate interviews, hate training...it just makes my skin crawl and my stomach hurt, and there's such tenseness/anxiety/stress I feel for the whole process. And I'm getting almost nothing of my regular tasks accomplished while it's all going on. >p
(And I wasn't even *intending* to do any interviews today, but one person when I asked 'can you come in Wed. or Thurs.?' insisted on today. >< Wasn't psyched for it, wasn't really dressed for it--not that I dress up, but I like to look a little less casual than what I've got on--and just GAH.)
Meh...three more tomorrow, two Thursday. I feel like I should do more, but jeez, where do you draw the line? Hate this part of my job...and still stewing about the training, because I dislike that intensely as well. I can *do*, but I don't teach/tutor/train/explain for crapola, IMO.
Anyway. ARGH.
(And ok but OMG, person 1 would *not* let me keep control of the interview. All my explanations and questions kept getting sidetracked for theirs, and while it still got me an impression of them, I just GAH. I am really not good with people, especially when they have more force of personality. Bah.)
Such hate for interviewing. I hate doing the phone calls, hate interviews, hate training...it just makes my skin crawl and my stomach hurt, and there's such tenseness/anxiety/stress I feel for the whole process. And I'm getting almost nothing of my regular tasks accomplished while it's all going on. >p