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[whitereflection]

Crap, I'm hungry *again*. Seems like I'm eating constantly the last few days. Tons. Am a pig. But it's not just boredom/stress eating...I just keep getting hungry. Nngh.

No WoW last night. Ran out of time. Trying to tell myself that I *should* pack boxes so I can get a few things mailed off tomorrow. But I really just want to hide in the game all evening, pack things over the weekend and then start mailing next week. Is it ok to be later if it's already going to be late? Such procrastination problems this year--it's a combination between being tired, apathetic, and just...sheer cowardly avoidance. I don't *wanna*, so I'm not. Which is truly awful and wretched, because it's *Christmas* and this is stuff for the people I love and care for. So how fucked up is that that I'm putting it off so much?

I wish we had snow. There's been only that one snowfall this year, no ice, barely any frost. Is not even truly *that* cold. And it all feels so off. So I wish we had snow, because then maybe if it actually felt like it was only a week from the holidays, I'd actually get my ass in gear or something.

Was amused to hear Eminem's Just Lose It as background music at Chili's last night. Not their usual. Also, squeeky!Santa epicness does continue--cleverness from Cathy yesterday, and today I think she's found 1 of 2. Stupid, yes, I know.

Negativity-aimed-at-self at an extreme, extreme high today. Neediness also high. Bah.

Comments

[damoyre.livejournal.com]

I think it's the time of the year. People get really hungry in winter. Maybe your body's way of ensuring you have the "extra" calories needed to keep warm? ^_~

I've noticed I don't get really hungry in summer. And in cold weather, you also crave a lot more sweets and chocolate and stuff.

No snow here either. Not at all. I'm looking forward to the first snowfall.

<3

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

Can I send you our snow when we get it? *likes it only when she doesn't have to drive in it*