._. I can only offer *hugs* since I don't know what's happened..but, *hugs* anyway
And about the long-ranty-reply™.. I've wanted to answer that one forever, just didn't quite get online ^^;;. Don't feel like you're bothering others when you're ranting, it's your journal and if anyone feels offended or can't bear it they should just go away. I did write that I was hurting - because I've read that a person I care about was hurting this much... however, I wouldn't want you to hold back or play alright because you don't want to 'bother' other people. I think friends (and though we don't really know each other for too long, I consider you as a friend ^^) should be able to handle at least this much. I still feel that you're too hard on yourself, and should try to change your view a little, though it certainly is difficult if the object of one's view is oneself ^^;;.
But whee~ for searching a new (lab) job and stuff =D! That might be a start ^^.. have you found anything yet? Can't you work as .. in German you call it an MTA (medical-technical-assistant), or BTA (the same, just with "bio") or something like that?
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Date: 2004-09-17 09:29 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2004-09-17 09:56 am (UTC)And about the long-ranty-reply™.. I've wanted to answer that one forever, just didn't quite get online ^^;;. Don't feel like you're bothering others when you're ranting, it's your journal and if anyone feels offended or can't bear it they should just go away. I did write that I was hurting - because I've read that a person I care about was hurting this much... however, I wouldn't want you to hold back or play alright because you don't want to 'bother' other people. I think friends (and though we don't really know each other for too long, I consider you as a friend ^^) should be able to handle at least this much. I still feel that you're too hard on yourself, and should try to change your view a little, though it certainly is difficult if the object of one's view is oneself ^^;;.
But whee~ for searching a new (lab) job and stuff =D! That might be a start ^^.. have you found anything yet? Can't you work as .. in German you call it an MTA (medical-technical-assistant), or BTA (the same, just with "bio") or something like that?
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Date: 2004-09-17 01:14 pm (UTC)*huggles*
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