An inner-glow of flickery, burning-out neon

[whitereflection]

I am emo-kid today. Could be because of sickish-medicineness, could be hormones, could be me being me. Also had a very real dream that took a lotta time last night to convince myself wasn't real--no big deal, just a very clear image of reading a short email, but it was something that really made me happy and feel good. And naturally of course, was a dream, so it's like bah. Kinda get all insecure-needy-clingy-attentioncravey-emo-weak anyway, so yeah >_>;

Woo, all tired-drained-shakey already >_o Have a feeling I'll be heading home early, so man, will need desperately to stay all day tomorrow--gotta get at least *one* full day this week. Bleh, though, that someone decided to stay home today, so that means extra time around them--but I'll probably just sleep, so I guess that works out. Immune-system off-ness is making me break out like a teenager, oh joy. ^^; Guess that goes with the emo-kid thing.

Anj/Gina birthday stuff this weekend, and I'm not prepared :x Gotta arrange cake-age and have 'em figure out where to eat--need to find something presentey for Gina, if I can get the energy to go out looking. Yee.

Woop...talking to Anj too much this morning. Hard to catch up when I've barely been here recently. >.>