singing along with the music in my head
Jun. 11th, 2004 06:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionOff today, like i mentioned the other day. But up just as early since Anj is picking me up at 7:30 for Fontenelle walking. Will goof off most of the day, but that's cool.
Did more cleaning last night. Our ceiling fans are de-fuzzed (yuck), and some other stuff dusted off. Sad how much there still is to do. Is taking so damned long.
Lotta strange thoughts in my head. Had one of those moments last night where I was lj hopping around folks I used to know, then hit something where...probably just imagining it, but seemed like it was directed to me. Just my imagination, I'm sure, but still feels disconcerting. And reminds me of my tendency to feel guilt when I shouldn't. Not that I'd change anything--certain things that happened to others, not to mention me, that I just can't shrug off. Anyway. /ramble
I wish I could start today over. Or this week. Feel like all I've done is bungle stuff. >_> That feeling that I'm always doing and saying the wrong thing.
Crap, I'm running late again. And on a day off, too. Sad. >_
Did more cleaning last night. Our ceiling fans are de-fuzzed (yuck), and some other stuff dusted off. Sad how much there still is to do. Is taking so damned long.
Lotta strange thoughts in my head. Had one of those moments last night where I was lj hopping around folks I used to know, then hit something where...probably just imagining it, but seemed like it was directed to me. Just my imagination, I'm sure, but still feels disconcerting. And reminds me of my tendency to feel guilt when I shouldn't. Not that I'd change anything--certain things that happened to others, not to mention me, that I just can't shrug off. Anyway. /ramble
I wish I could start today over. Or this week. Feel like all I've done is bungle stuff. >_> That feeling that I'm always doing and saying the wrong thing.
Crap, I'm running late again. And on a day off, too. Sad. >_
