the living embodiment of...
Dec. 23rd, 2003 09:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
whitereflectionThe word for today (this week? month? year?) is ineffectual. Because I am. Kudaranai, indeed.
Bad bangs-hair day today. Because I like looking like a dork.
Had trouble getting to sleep last night, and much trouble waking up this morning. Tiredness... Teh vanilla Pepsi isn't doing terribly much. Not like I care much, really--don't think I'll be of much use at work here anyway, so... *shrugs*
Things are all but thawed outside, and soggy. Kicking in the allergies again. ><
Blanket-wrapping might be helping make the Bebop-sticking thing work, finally. Will give it a few more tries, and will reserve judgement until then. But maybe it's workable. Am keeping an eye on Tink, as she's been squinting one eye since last night. Will look at it again when I get home.
Am trying to think what I can do tonight/tomorrow, since will be officially on break. Am not coming up with much. Don't really feel like just hanging around the house. But damned if I'm going near the malls. They are pits of hell.
Some times I feel like...things click, you know? That somehow I'm able to say or do the right thing, and it works. Other times...that ineffectual thing, you know? Swing-and-a-miss, three strikes, you're out. Hate feeling helpless/useless.
For not wanting to be around the house, I have a strange inclination to start FF4. Maybe it's just I don't want to hang around the house alone. Wonder if Anj might want to come over again. Maybe Dave'd wanna do something tomorrow. Or perhaps that can be when I go see RotK again.
Watched some Tantei Gakuen Q last night with Anj. Dear lord'n'butter is it cheesy silly. Like Scooby Doo mixed with some Clue mixed with just a touch of X Men-ish feel (the school for gifted sorta thing, ya know).
Stuff, stuff, stuff. Babble. Very slow morning on the Docs Desk.
Bad bangs-hair day today. Because I like looking like a dork.
Had trouble getting to sleep last night, and much trouble waking up this morning. Tiredness... Teh vanilla Pepsi isn't doing terribly much. Not like I care much, really--don't think I'll be of much use at work here anyway, so... *shrugs*
Things are all but thawed outside, and soggy. Kicking in the allergies again. ><
Blanket-wrapping might be helping make the Bebop-sticking thing work, finally. Will give it a few more tries, and will reserve judgement until then. But maybe it's workable. Am keeping an eye on Tink, as she's been squinting one eye since last night. Will look at it again when I get home.
Am trying to think what I can do tonight/tomorrow, since will be officially on break. Am not coming up with much. Don't really feel like just hanging around the house. But damned if I'm going near the malls. They are pits of hell.
Some times I feel like...things click, you know? That somehow I'm able to say or do the right thing, and it works. Other times...that ineffectual thing, you know? Swing-and-a-miss, three strikes, you're out. Hate feeling helpless/useless.
For not wanting to be around the house, I have a strange inclination to start FF4. Maybe it's just I don't want to hang around the house alone. Wonder if Anj might want to come over again. Maybe Dave'd wanna do something tomorrow. Or perhaps that can be when I go see RotK again.
Watched some Tantei Gakuen Q last night with Anj. Dear lord'n'butter is it cheesy silly. Like Scooby Doo mixed with some Clue mixed with just a touch of X Men-ish feel (the school for gifted sorta thing, ya know).
Stuff, stuff, stuff. Babble. Very slow morning on the Docs Desk.