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Dear self,
Act a bit more awkward and foolish, why don't you. Nothing like cementing your role as the lame dumbass even harder than you already have been. Good luck fitting in anywhere ever. Try keeping your stupid to yourself once in a while.

/point and laugh,
me



And goddamn, but I'm looking forward to work today. /extreme sarcasm

fuck can also be used as a preposition

When I got my current job, one of the big notes they made in hiring and training was that you could start applying for internal job postings after 90 days/3 months. I was eligible on June 6 (not that I've found anything, but there was one I was mulling over).

This week it's been posted that they've changed that. To 180 days/6 months. I won't be able to apply for internal job postings until September 6.

I have no words. Just this scream inside my head. Guess there really is no choice but to dig out the paper and careerlink and start apping elsewhere. I'm so fucking sick of it. I can't believe they fucking changed it like that (my supervisor didn't even KNOW, I had to show him the posted info). I wish I could just quit. I wish I could give my two weeks without finding something first. I don't want to have to spend god knows how long before finding something else before I can get away from being a stupid 'teleresearch associate'.

Yeah, I'm sure that's the whole problem, whey the fuckers changed it from 3 months to 6. The job is ass, and everyone wants out. Fuckers can take their fucking lies and fucking stuff it. Small business owners who I'm just SURVEYING and not asking for their credit cards or bank info or fucking first born children can fucking stuff it.

Okay, yeah I did have some words.


Coming up on the one year anniv. of fucking my life up (not to mention I'm about a month away from turning 36). Yeah, i'm going *GREEEEAT*.