fffffff.

Last night got to watch a hacker decimate one of my guildmate's account, then when I got up this morning read on our guild forums that it'd happened to another one, too, in the middle of the night. Just made me feel horrid for them both, I remember how utter suck it was when it happened to me a few months back. And they got it worse, since there was no way to alert them to it happening--everything gone, toons deleted, whole shebang. It'll take time, weeks, but they should get it all back if my experience was anything to go by, but it still feels like utter crap in the meantime.

The one of those mornings that I had to force myself to work at mental gunpoint, and just stewed all day about how I want a job that is not this one, and everyone on the phones was shit, and fuck work that is sit in one spot and do the SAME GODDAMNED THING OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER. You should never have to do something that lasts about a minute for eight hours. Especially when it involves people. I miss my library job. However. I still have not been sick *once* since I left, despite my allergies. And I still could not have tolerated the shit that the library administration had become. But I miss the work so much it hurts.

Also, hi pms that doesn't hit until things surprise you. Thanks for the warning. Thanks for the shit mood now.

Also also, could barely keep myself awake all day. When you are dealing with a constant stream of incoming calls that is AWESOME. I think I let some calls drop. :/