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May. 23rd, 2009 10:35 amHadn't intended to post again so soon, but dreams that weird me out are worth a note.
As mentioned before, I almost never dream. Like 1% of nights asleep over the course of my life, I swear. Ones that are coherent are even rarer. So last night I dream that I'm having a baby, like literally in the middle of giving birth. Didn't feel hugely like a hospital room, though. People around me were sort of freaking out, but I wasn't, because it was happening and the doctors/nurses weren't showing up. My biggest thought in the dream was "I had no idea I was pregnant." The baby delivers (rather pain free, I recall, hah), and I still just keep thinking that I had no clue I was pregnant, wouldn't I or anyone else have noticed, had I been in denial, etc. And of course no preparations had been made at all, so I had no supplies or anything to get ready (lawl even had a thought of gee, I never got a baby shower), and was coming up with this huge list of things needed--for some reason baby bassinet, nail clippers, and of course diapers were the things I was obsessing about the most. Also was scrambling to make a room in the house for a child, deciding on just putting the bed in our bookroom/library, and having thoughts about needing to quit work to stay at home and take care of the baby (hah, guess I'll take any reason to not have to work, even in my dreams, eh?).
It ended with myself and some others walking all around this high class, dark wood-trimmed office building for some reason, looking for something, memory and coherency must've been fading as the dream ended or some such. Just very weird sort of dream to have, especially for a person so incredibly uninterested in being a parent ever--though I must say, dream self wasn't having a tizzy over having become a mother, just sort of had a 'guess I need to just do it and deal with it' attitude. The biggest odd thing for me though, is I almost, almost always am aware I'm dreaming when it goes on, or I realize it before it finishes. This, I had no feeling of being in dream as it went on or as it ended, and eventually when I was waking up I had the "Oh good, that was a dream" thought.
Too bad though, to waste one of the few dreams I have on something I'm so not into, not something that could be used for a writing idea or anything :p And what sort of neurons fired to come up with that anyway? It's sort of like I had someone else's dream.
Enough of that, allergy shot time I guess.
As mentioned before, I almost never dream. Like 1% of nights asleep over the course of my life, I swear. Ones that are coherent are even rarer. So last night I dream that I'm having a baby, like literally in the middle of giving birth. Didn't feel hugely like a hospital room, though. People around me were sort of freaking out, but I wasn't, because it was happening and the doctors/nurses weren't showing up. My biggest thought in the dream was "I had no idea I was pregnant." The baby delivers (rather pain free, I recall, hah), and I still just keep thinking that I had no clue I was pregnant, wouldn't I or anyone else have noticed, had I been in denial, etc. And of course no preparations had been made at all, so I had no supplies or anything to get ready (lawl even had a thought of gee, I never got a baby shower), and was coming up with this huge list of things needed--for some reason baby bassinet, nail clippers, and of course diapers were the things I was obsessing about the most. Also was scrambling to make a room in the house for a child, deciding on just putting the bed in our bookroom/library, and having thoughts about needing to quit work to stay at home and take care of the baby (hah, guess I'll take any reason to not have to work, even in my dreams, eh?).
It ended with myself and some others walking all around this high class, dark wood-trimmed office building for some reason, looking for something, memory and coherency must've been fading as the dream ended or some such. Just very weird sort of dream to have, especially for a person so incredibly uninterested in being a parent ever--though I must say, dream self wasn't having a tizzy over having become a mother, just sort of had a 'guess I need to just do it and deal with it' attitude. The biggest odd thing for me though, is I almost, almost always am aware I'm dreaming when it goes on, or I realize it before it finishes. This, I had no feeling of being in dream as it went on or as it ended, and eventually when I was waking up I had the "Oh good, that was a dream" thought.
Too bad though, to waste one of the few dreams I have on something I'm so not into, not something that could be used for a writing idea or anything :p And what sort of neurons fired to come up with that anyway? It's sort of like I had someone else's dream.
Enough of that, allergy shot time I guess.
