somehow not surprising

Monday sucketh, as usual. Gloomy outside, and I seem to have gone from extremely tired to extremely tired and grump leave-me-alone moping.

Did finally comment at the springkink community to give up my prompts. I would have had to even if I had taken just one claim, but to have asked for three makes it seem worse to abandon them all. I should have done so longer ago, though, since I've known they weren't working out, to give someone else more time to take them, maybe. Just kept hoping that maybe I'd get sparked on at least one. I dunno. Just feel really dumb about it. I guess I'm back to my usual of wanting to do, but not being able to follow through. I think last summer was just a really lovely fluke. Sad that the one prose piece I've been able to write for months was 1-weird, 2-short and grammatically a mess, and 3-nothing to do with any of those prompts.

Kind of glad I can just hide out and work on the Spanish juv books and not have to interact with anyone. Too bad I have to have my allergy shot tonight, I don't even feel like dealing with that. At least I can put off groceries until tomorrow.

Just *brilliant*, self.

It's a good thing my stomach has decided to feel absolutely freaking wretched as this morning has passed, so that I can't even consider eating. Because the lunch I left in the staff fridge since oh, Thursday last week (or was it Wednesday? I had so many 'didn't feel like food' days last week...) would have been still there during the scheduled power outage on Sunday, and thus be quite bad by now. Not to mention have been thrown out by the Circ staff when they cleaned the fridge this morning.

You know, they forewarned us to take things out Friday. I simply forgot somehow that it was even there until say, minutes ago. :/ Brilliant, me. Brilliant.