May. 10th, 2004
*mutterings and hissings*
May. 10th, 2004 04:20 pmI am...so useless today. The sheer amount of so little I have accomplished is simply sad. Especially with the couple of carts in my cubicle, the mess that is serials/bindery plus Kelly being on vacation for the week, and with the fact that 'oh yes, and here is this other thing we're going to be adding on for you all'... Frustrated. Yes. Because if I wouldn't have been so restless/distracted/unable to sit still and focus, I would have gotten things done today, instead of chipping away at piles that just grew larger.
And yeah, this is when I think about the eeeeeeverything that's piled up at home, too. House still isn't clean. Living room remains a storage room with unpacked boxes after, what, two and a half years? Things that have been set aside to be 'given away' still haven't gotten given. And my desk is a mess again. Oh yeah, and about that unwatched anime... Reminds me, I still haven't finished watching Tenimyu 2, or caught up on PoT.
That's the thing about to-do lists...even if I cross stuff off, and feel good about it for a little bit, it just hits me how ohmygod much more there is. I need to burn everything down and start fricking over from scratch, that's the only way I'll ever get caught up. ...not even going to think of my 'want-to-do' list either, or I'll have to bang my head on things.
Saw Boondock Saints listed on someone's interests, and now I want to watch it. Perhaps I might after dinner, if I can do so alone, because I want to watch it like that for some reason.
And yeah, this is when I think about the eeeeeeverything that's piled up at home, too. House still isn't clean. Living room remains a storage room with unpacked boxes after, what, two and a half years? Things that have been set aside to be 'given away' still haven't gotten given. And my desk is a mess again. Oh yeah, and about that unwatched anime... Reminds me, I still haven't finished watching Tenimyu 2, or caught up on PoT.
That's the thing about to-do lists...even if I cross stuff off, and feel good about it for a little bit, it just hits me how ohmygod much more there is. I need to burn everything down and start fricking over from scratch, that's the only way I'll ever get caught up. ...not even going to think of my 'want-to-do' list either, or I'll have to bang my head on things.
Saw Boondock Saints listed on someone's interests, and now I want to watch it. Perhaps I might after dinner, if I can do so alone, because I want to watch it like that for some reason.