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Just did Bebop-cat's fluid treatment for the first time. Went ok, but...man, freaks me out doing it. He complained, but understandably so--feels strange, I'm sure, and a bit cold--but not as much as he bitched when the vet did it. Least it went fast. But...weird. I feel really weirded-out, and I just kept thinking of all I could mess up and do wrong. It's just...very odd, the whole thing. Now he looks kinda poochy around the shoulders...will be a bit before the fluid gets absorbed into his system. Anyway. Sorry to obsess/babble. Need to go study--and quit being in the offish-grump mood I ended up in this aft. and on the drive home (so dark, rainy, cold though, hard to help it).