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Crashed super-early last night. >_> Like about 9...how sad. *flails* Then proceeded to get woken up a bunch, mainly by those fun real-dreams. Basically was constantly dreaming I was at the computer IMing Arty and KatKat. At one point I woke up and was extremely startled that it wasn't already 5:30, and that I wasn't actually up and starting to get ready. Eh. Trippy. Was as grovelling and apologetic to dream-IM-Arty as I am in real life. ^^;;

Got in a too-short walk this am. Gotta quit getting distracted by real IMing after getting up. *flails* Stars were bright...some time I need to go look at them when I can actually *really* look and not just glance up at. Feel like I have more energy than yesterday, but will have to see if that lasts to mid-day/evening. And class starts back up today, so can't continue to slack on that. ^^; Blah at work, blah at having to go talk to Michael this evening. Haaaaah, still groggy&lethargic-like...

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Hm. LJ looks off-wacked a bit. *arches eyebrow*

Lack of motivation to the extreme, yo. *flops* Don't wanna do anything. Just don't wanna. Don't wanna work (have to), don't wanna do homework later (also have to), don't wanna go meet with Michael (might be able to skip), don't wanna think (am kinda avoiding doing so), don't wanna deal with the catastrophic dust/cat-hair farm that is my home (have been successfully not dealing with this for shamefully long now), don't wanna go home in general (have to), don't wanna...anything. Can't even seem to bring myself to get caught up on webcomics, fanfics, or blog-hopping, all of which I've kinda been spacing since I got sick a bit ago. *shrugs* Am some tired, yeah, some down on mental/physical/creative energy, am neutral on mood...but really there's nothing to explain it, why I can't seem to get myself to do anything. It just...*shrugs* I dunno. Don't wanna. Eh. *flops-slumps in her chair*

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Drained-tired. Mood in a strange-low place. Feeling like crud, and am hoping it's just allergies (better as hell be just that.) Haven't gotten anything useful done today, except work, because otherwise I'd get fired and that would suck--and the only useful thing I will probably do tonight is homework. Don't even feel up to that, but it has to be done. Being that I'm the sort that would jump off a building before I'd knowingly blow off homework, pathetic as that may sound. *shrugs* Anyway, will find people, will get things done I said I would, tomorrow. Sumimasen to those I should be giving my time and attention to.