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Oct. 20th, 2003 12:33 pmIn one of those "I suck" moods. Am very good at that 'taking personal inventory' thing.
Am *extremely* annoyed with health insurance related things. The University plan can just kiss my ass. I am so tired of how bad it sucks, and them just telling us to be glad for what we get. Screw it. Am *SO* very tired of them bitching at us constantly for daaaaaring to use it. Oh, how horrible of us, to pay every two weeks for something and then *gasp* expect to use it. The gall of us all. I love the 'kill one of ours, we'll kill ten of yours' mentality of how costs get jacked up because of our use. I am *so* damned tired of how many people I know practically can't afford to use said plans they pay for. We can't afford to use our health care, are leaned on not to use it, are leaned on not to use our sick time--well fine, why don't we all just fscking drop over dead and save these corporations some godblasted money, huh? *growls* Criminy.
Finally went out walking again this am. Has *only* been three weeks since I did. -_- Was a decent time to do so, tho, as we're getting unseasonably warm temps (so I didn't even need the long underwear stuff). Nice to see the moon and stars again--tho as is typical, I can only identify Orion, and every fricking damned thing looks like the Big and Little Dippers. :p Yeah, I have a science degree, and I can't id anything astronomical, and Anj the English major can id every fricking plant and animal around, whereas I can't point out diddly. Um. Anyway. Off-topic.
No class today or tomorrow, since UNO is having its fall break. But work still is on, no break there. :p I promised myself I'd take one or two days off, to make me feel like I really did get a fall break, but well, kinda broke my promise to myself. Am good at that. So I'm here at work and as usual really don't want to be. Might yet convince myself it's ok to take a half day off tomorrow. Would be nice. Especially since after telling myself for ages that I'd go to Fontenelle Forest and the zoo last weekend, I obviously didn't. Eh. Maybe I could go to one of those for a little while tomorrow afternoon.
No studying with Anj and Kelly tonight, but will probably do some on my own. Gotta do those muffins I didn't do yesterday, for the Friends of Japan bake sale this Wed. I like that group, so it's worth it to help. They're having a Halloween party the 29th that I hope to go to--also sounds like they'll be doing the Soran Bushi dance for a city-wide ethnic festival this December. Have volunteered to be part of the dancing group. ^^; Will be neat to learn, at least, and it's a slow sort of dance, so maybe I won't fsck up too bad. Am trying to persuade Anj to help out at the group's origami table for that festival--sure, she can only do cranes, but she does them amazingly, perfectly, well, so... *shrugs* Plus, that's what most people think of when they think origami anyway.
Hmm. Need to get out of this mood. Been off like this for couple days now. Need to get back into gear so Arty and I can get working on our next RP bit. Especially with as slow as I work, I need to not be even more of a speed bump than I already am. :p ...man, that reminds me how much I like that fanart pic. Idiot me, I really did get and still get too sparkly over it. *flails*
Ohyes, and yahoo freaking sucks, because it keeps giving me 'this page cannot be found' messages when I try to get into my inbox. *bites yahoo hard* Pfeh. ...and LJ is not being much better. >_< Rrrrrgh...
Am *extremely* annoyed with health insurance related things. The University plan can just kiss my ass. I am so tired of how bad it sucks, and them just telling us to be glad for what we get. Screw it. Am *SO* very tired of them bitching at us constantly for daaaaaring to use it. Oh, how horrible of us, to pay every two weeks for something and then *gasp* expect to use it. The gall of us all. I love the 'kill one of ours, we'll kill ten of yours' mentality of how costs get jacked up because of our use. I am *so* damned tired of how many people I know practically can't afford to use said plans they pay for. We can't afford to use our health care, are leaned on not to use it, are leaned on not to use our sick time--well fine, why don't we all just fscking drop over dead and save these corporations some godblasted money, huh? *growls* Criminy.
Finally went out walking again this am. Has *only* been three weeks since I did. -_- Was a decent time to do so, tho, as we're getting unseasonably warm temps (so I didn't even need the long underwear stuff). Nice to see the moon and stars again--tho as is typical, I can only identify Orion, and every fricking damned thing looks like the Big and Little Dippers. :p Yeah, I have a science degree, and I can't id anything astronomical, and Anj the English major can id every fricking plant and animal around, whereas I can't point out diddly. Um. Anyway. Off-topic.
No class today or tomorrow, since UNO is having its fall break. But work still is on, no break there. :p I promised myself I'd take one or two days off, to make me feel like I really did get a fall break, but well, kinda broke my promise to myself. Am good at that. So I'm here at work and as usual really don't want to be. Might yet convince myself it's ok to take a half day off tomorrow. Would be nice. Especially since after telling myself for ages that I'd go to Fontenelle Forest and the zoo last weekend, I obviously didn't. Eh. Maybe I could go to one of those for a little while tomorrow afternoon.
No studying with Anj and Kelly tonight, but will probably do some on my own. Gotta do those muffins I didn't do yesterday, for the Friends of Japan bake sale this Wed. I like that group, so it's worth it to help. They're having a Halloween party the 29th that I hope to go to--also sounds like they'll be doing the Soran Bushi dance for a city-wide ethnic festival this December. Have volunteered to be part of the dancing group. ^^; Will be neat to learn, at least, and it's a slow sort of dance, so maybe I won't fsck up too bad. Am trying to persuade Anj to help out at the group's origami table for that festival--sure, she can only do cranes, but she does them amazingly, perfectly, well, so... *shrugs* Plus, that's what most people think of when they think origami anyway.
Hmm. Need to get out of this mood. Been off like this for couple days now. Need to get back into gear so Arty and I can get working on our next RP bit. Especially with as slow as I work, I need to not be even more of a speed bump than I already am. :p ...man, that reminds me how much I like that fanart pic. Idiot me, I really did get and still get too sparkly over it. *flails*
Ohyes, and yahoo freaking sucks, because it keeps giving me 'this page cannot be found' messages when I try to get into my inbox. *bites yahoo hard* Pfeh. ...and LJ is not being much better. >_< Rrrrrgh...
