Bad trend to be starting...

Definitely tired, very, very much so. But can't sleep, like am insomniac awake (extremely not typical for me). Just can't shut off my brain, and am having constant, unceasing real-dreams--all computer/IM/LJ related. The sort where I'm having to check, was that truly happening or was that just imagined? Been going on for days like this now, and tonight's the worst. Can't quite tell if I'm not sleeping at all, or if I'm just waking out of a doze every few minutes.

Don't feel like I can really start doing too much, or else I'll never wind down enough to truly crash. And I gotta get up in a few hours. Need to get through a full day of work for once. >_o Can only figure it's the cold meds, so you know what? Screw it, I'm stopping taking 'em. Side effects are too much a pain in the ass. Think I'm close enough to normal to just bounce back on my own plus my usual Allegra stuff anyway.

So enough about that. Too much di-babble obsessing on that, am just occupying myself anyway. Pipe organ concert was extremely awesome--I love blow-your-hair-back music. Anj and Kelly bought CDs, which I shall borrow like the leech I am. Afterwards, stopped at this Cajun/Creole sorta restaurant in Lincoln and shared a buncha appetizers, including popcorn crawfish, deep fried alligator tail strips, wings with a jalepeno-lime sauce instead of tobasco/Buffalo, and 'armadillo eggs' (or chicken, cheese and jalepeno wrapped in bacon). Dear gods, not healthy in any way, but very interesting. >)

Hah...RP plots are evil. Or ebil. However you wanna say it. *pokes various and sundry personages responsible* *pokes pokes* >D Am tempted to do a post now...but I suppose I should wait until it's more truly Monday am. *scratches head* Heh.

Ohyes, and teh Hana is back. ^______^ Have missed. Will have to learn to speak in complete sentences again so I might speaketh and fangirl with her. *swats self for being weird*

Can already feel myself getting stressed about the Japanese midterm next Monday. w00t. >_o

Right. Enough'a that. Let's try that bed thing again.

Righteth noweth...

Am beyond tired. What energy I had this am is just kaput-gone. =_= Gotta keep myself awake and going until a decent time, though, if I'm gonna make sure I actually sleep all night tonight. Gotta study anyway--have a pile of homework to do, tomorrow's quiz to study for, and of course that midterm... >p Sad how much a basic 8-hr. workday takes outta me. I work a freaking desk job, for gods sake, how cakewalk is that? *sighs*

Am rather regretting my decision to stop the cold meds. For some reason am feeling rather worse than this morning and yesterday.

Am v. amused at the RP events. Is it possible to feel both sorry for and be cackling at one's own character? *embarassed grin* Methinks the river Kaidoh's training in these days is de Nile. *ahem* >D Have separated off a little compartment of my brain to allow MomoKainess possibiliites to exist for the RP, and am letting my InuKai thoughts run rampant in the rest of my cerebellum (in that happy place decorated with doujinshi and fiction and art and...*heh*). Woohah. XD

Am rather sure, though, despite the fun, that I'm not playing Kaidoh right. I really, really gotta work on that. *flails*

Am still having appetite issues. :p Just not really into food lately. Which is really not me. *coughs ^^;* Though, as I've said many times and in many places, the spicy or spicy-garlic instant wakame soups from Aki's so is food of the gods. Better than chicken soup ever could be.

Am v. glad that the Documents/Periodicals desk here has been slow. Was hoping it wouldn't be busy during my hour today. (no energy = lazy and unmotivated). Maybe sounding like a plague carrier is keeping folks away. Ha. >D A side benefit.

Am most likely being annoying. Will stop. Uwahh, I say.