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Is hitting me that I am v.,v.tired. Definitely not enough sleep. And too much caffeine/sugar induced manic energy of late, of the sort that leaves me in a slump afterwards. Need to go no caff./low sugar again for a while. Also just...an off mood--out of sorts, snarky, down, lonelyish (mostly physical affection-real life contact lonely, tho). Just gotta do my usual and ride it out. But at the moment (keep wanting to abbreviate that atm...), I'd really like to sleep. Not possible, tho. -_-; *ponders* How can my stomach hurt and be hungry at the same time? *pokes it* Oh, and abbreviated my walk this am. I gotta quit talking to Art so much then. *flails a bit*
V.much don't want to be at work. i.e. that sleep thing. Also just want to be off on my own. Am feeling the need for vising Fontenelle Forest again, and don't know when I can (also would like to go to the zoo). Dunno if I could this weekend--have Don's DnD game all of Sunday, and tomorrow there's the University's Friends of Japan picnic. Do really want to get involved with FoJ, been looking forward to the event...but I just wish it weren't this weekend. Don't feel like meeting new people, doing something that takes a lot of social energy. I kinda wanna be withdrawn and by myself, and somewhere quiet and hidey. But I don't wanna miss the event, and Anj really is hoping for someone to go with (dunno if Kelly will go). So.
Gotta call the new hire today, and email the people we can't choose. Ohyeah, and all the associated paperwork. Gotta start that. Wait, crud, I'll have to call references. Mmmh, I don't want to have to interact with people I don't know, even just by voice--don't wanna have to sound professional and pleasant.
Hmph...still need to work in some anime time somewhere. *scratches head*
Ohyeah, and that other night, where I wanted to goof off? Wednesday? Never did. Ran so late getting home, calling Dad, working on homework, getting dinner, that I kinda ran outta time--did ditch talking to Michael, tho. Busyness other nights, too. Is probably why I'm craving go and do nothing time so much. Wish I could make my schedule accomodate.
V.much don't want to be at work. i.e. that sleep thing. Also just want to be off on my own. Am feeling the need for vising Fontenelle Forest again, and don't know when I can (also would like to go to the zoo). Dunno if I could this weekend--have Don's DnD game all of Sunday, and tomorrow there's the University's Friends of Japan picnic. Do really want to get involved with FoJ, been looking forward to the event...but I just wish it weren't this weekend. Don't feel like meeting new people, doing something that takes a lot of social energy. I kinda wanna be withdrawn and by myself, and somewhere quiet and hidey. But I don't wanna miss the event, and Anj really is hoping for someone to go with (dunno if Kelly will go). So.
Gotta call the new hire today, and email the people we can't choose. Ohyeah, and all the associated paperwork. Gotta start that. Wait, crud, I'll have to call references. Mmmh, I don't want to have to interact with people I don't know, even just by voice--don't wanna have to sound professional and pleasant.
Hmph...still need to work in some anime time somewhere. *scratches head*
Ohyeah, and that other night, where I wanted to goof off? Wednesday? Never did. Ran so late getting home, calling Dad, working on homework, getting dinner, that I kinda ran outta time--did ditch talking to Michael, tho. Busyness other nights, too. Is probably why I'm craving go and do nothing time so much. Wish I could make my schedule accomodate.
