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Jul. 19th, 2003 01:34 pmGot the two PoT djs I won on Ebay auctions in the mail today, so that's happy.
...I need more.
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Still low. I need to find distractions, to get myself to stop thinking about work and stop dwelling on concepts of value, worth, usefulness/uselessness and the like. Wish I could get out of town, like go to KC or something. Wish I had people here that I could have come over so I could be and not think. But everyone here is busy and you all out there are too far away.
Shouldn't just stay in the house, as that's keeping me thinking. Otherwise I'd watch PoT, since I promised myself I'd watch that. Just couldn't focus on that, though. Need to get out of the house, do something...just been having trouble coming up with the energy (sad, since I slept like 10 hours last night).
...god, Yoko Kanno can do some melancholy background music. Uwaahh.
...I need more.
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Still low. I need to find distractions, to get myself to stop thinking about work and stop dwelling on concepts of value, worth, usefulness/uselessness and the like. Wish I could get out of town, like go to KC or something. Wish I had people here that I could have come over so I could be and not think. But everyone here is busy and you all out there are too far away.
Shouldn't just stay in the house, as that's keeping me thinking. Otherwise I'd watch PoT, since I promised myself I'd watch that. Just couldn't focus on that, though. Need to get out of the house, do something...just been having trouble coming up with the energy (sad, since I slept like 10 hours last night).
...god, Yoko Kanno can do some melancholy background music. Uwaahh.