Mar. 21st, 2003

whitereflection: (BadAssHakkai)
And that's the extent of my politicking for today. Not gonna say anything else, though there is a ton on my mind. Just don't feel like putting it up here for once. And anyway, you all know what I think by now.

Yesterday was a strangely mellow day. Things just seemed kinda...okay, like nothing was bothering me. Like all the bad stuff was really far away. Work was decent--slow, but enough to keep me busy, varied enough to keep my from wacking out. My music was decent (as always--all hail the iPod). I got to go to an Indian cafe near work here for lunch with Anj, and it was more than decent--found out it's got a buffet for both lunch and dinner, all week long. A small buffet, admittedly, but more than enough for a stuff-yourself meal--and cheap to boot. And with nice service. And there was a tv playing a subbed Indian musical in the background, and I really liked the music. :)

Lessee, what else made yesterday decent? Found a really neat fanfic that took me all day to get through--I'm already wanting to read it again, it was that interesting. The story was pretty cool, but what was best was the characters--talk about well done and IC, but still human. And it was shounen ai/yaoi, but it was handled with wonderful care, and the characters' feelings and interactions were built up very slowly and gradually over the course of the fic--made it feel very realistic. The weirdest part about it all? It was...a Crawford and Shuldig story, from Shuldig's POV. I never like that pair. I've only read a few other stories about them, and only liked one before. But this is just amazingly impressive--and like I say, *wonderfully* IC, yet the characters are still interesting and likable. It's so trippy. Heh. Anyway, is called "Eyes on Me" by Mami-san, if someone wants to check it out.

Was rather tired all of yesterday, tho. I kept nodding off, and outright dozed off in the meeting with the Chancellor (the one on the budget, so maybe it was better I was drowsy so I didn't get too worked up by it all). And I went from mellow to just outright ready to crash by the time I went home. Life of the party me, I read some ficcage, called my Mom, ate leftovers for dinner, and went to bed early. Woo.

Today I'm not exactly mellow, or feeling the happy-fuzziness of apathy-laced keeping bad things at a distance. But I'm okay, decent. My supervisor's taken a vacation day, so I'm inclined to goof off a bit more than usual. I do so too much already (the young me would hate the old me for being such a slacker, overachiever-get-A's-at-all-costs-perfectionist person I was then), but the mice gotta just give into it a bit more when the cat's away. And things are slow again, so no real harm in it. I'm lucky that way--it's one of the unwritten bennies of working here, I guess, for all I complain about. Hm...am already planning on playing many Offspring and Evanescence mp3s today--actually I only have two Evanescence ones, but I'll listen to them a lot. I desperately need to find more. I have fallen in love/lust with their vocalist's (Amy Lee, is it?) voice. *sighs* Their song, My Immortal, just about makes me cry. *sighs again, worships Kea for sending her the mp3*

I wanna stained glass grinder. Am really thinking hard about outright getting one this weekend--especially since the store where I'm taking the class will give me 10% off the soldering iron I already need if I get them at the same time. Hm.
whitereflection: (BadAssHakkai)
You know, I think I'd really like it if I could find more CCS fanfiction that focused on *just* Touya and Yukito. But everything out there's always focusing on Yue, Yue, Yue, and the other two, especially Yukito, seem to fade into the background. I mean, yes I like Yue--he's verra verra pretty, and I go swoony over the hair and eyes and of course the wings. But...for some reason, I just want to see more about the other two, more interaction of the other two. Hell, I'd *love* it if I could find fics that actually focused more on *Touya*. I think he's a very interesting character, and there's so much in him to explore--and in most stories, he's so blasted flat and two dimensional. It's just...eh.

There are the occasional good things that appear on Clampesque, but lately I've been really underwhelmed by most of the postings. It's those few shining stories that keep me looking there, tho. But what's that one poster name...TamChronin? I *reeeeeally* don't like her or her compatriot's views on the CCS universe. Bleh desu. :p For some reason, I look at their fics, and see a potential Kouri/Karasu in the making. Bleh again.

*sighs* Actually, if I think about it, I get really down about fanfiction. There's so much suckage out there in the X/TB fandoms, in CCS, in Yami (oh *god* the suckage out there), in WK (again, dear gods, so much of the suck!), in Gravi, in...in...eh. I could go on and on and on. I just don't get why people who can't write in world of a fandom, or at least attempt to stay IC, don't just go write original works. Why bother with *fan*fic if you can't fit into the way it's already been set up? (And don't get me wrong, I love AUs--but then you *HAVE* to get the characters down, or what are you left with?) Eh, okay, so maybe I don't really get down about the suckage that's out there--after all, I find the good and like it, and space off the bad--but I do get down about how those authors that suck get worshipped for it, get groupies, and think they're hot shit. Eh.

Okay, that was supposed to be a singular random thought. Jeezus I can run off at the mouth. *smacks herself*

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