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"Still Waiting"
SUM 41


So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation

These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
Tell me what would you say?
I'd say it's time to wait....

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Free to rights
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Outta step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding?

How far
Will we take this?
It's not hard to see through the sickness
Tell me what would you say?
I'd say it's time to wait....

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
That this is worthless to me...so

What have we done?
We're in a war that can't be won
This can't be real
So I don't know what to feel now

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
For this world to BELIEVE

No surprise...

The blanket won last night. :p Grabbed some cocoa, tried to read some, but fell asleep under said blanket until the usual 'wake up in time for bed' time. :p Part of me says I must need it, sleeping so much (when I then sleep solidly all night and wake up tired in the morning)--but I hate doing it. I hate wasting time, I hate not getting things done, I hate not doing any of the hobbies I enjoy, I hate missing socialization time with the people I care for.

And then I wonder *why* I need the sleep--why when others I know are up until 2am almost every night (and get up at an earlyish time) and seem to suffer no ill effect, why when what I normally get for sleep *should* be enough. I mean, I'm not getting sick or something, am I? I shouldn't be--I'm eating ok, I'm taking immune-system-boosting type vitamins every day, I'm taking care of my allergies with meds and whatnot every day. But if I'm not getting sick, why am I sleeping so damned much? Sometimes I wonder what the hell is wrong with me. And I get pissed because it seems like the only time I ever get anything done is the weekends, when I end up cramming what I have to do and what I want to do in (but then naturally it's not enough time, so things of both types sit--see my still unpacked living room, see my guitar, etc...).

But anyway... *shrugs* Allegedly we're in a winter storm warning today. Supposed to get up to 8 inches of snow, but we'll see if that happens. We've gotten almost no precipitation this winter--very under normal. So I wouldn't mind the snow, since we need some source of water--and it wouldn't hurt to get a snow day, maybe. But hopefully it holds off on the worst (if we really get anything to speak of) until late--Anj's got to pick up Katherine from the airport this evening, so it'd be nice if she could drive them both safely from Eppley to Bellevue, then get home ok. Getting a light snow already, I guess, but remains to be seen if it accumulates. ...and I hope this doesn't become something that smacks the east areas yet again--seems like everyone out there has gotten more than their fair share this season.

What else, what else...*shrugs* :p Nothing much more actually worth saying, nothing new that is. *ponders* I wonder what I'd have to do to get folks to come visit Omaha sometime...when it's not crap weather conditions, that is. Hmf.

Yuki...!

Okay, they were right--it did snow, I mean is snowing. O_o; Started up with just a tiny bit after I got home from work, a little dusting, but then within an hour and a half it was coming down bunches and accumulating muchly. Big old fat globby flakes (if they can be called that), too--glittery-like, so it is kinda pretty. But yeah, visibility's gone and the roads already suck. So if it keeps up like this all night, we may get that snow day after all. Whodathunkit?

Eh, and it was as we were leaving th e Red Robin where we'd had dinner, as we realized how much it piled up as we'd eaten, that we remembered, "Heyyyyy, we never did buy another windshield scraper/brush thing, did we?" Whups.

Ohyeah, and snowstorms or no, I very much need to get to the po st office tomorrow--I have a notice that says an insured package arrived today, and that just *has* to mean cellage. Woo! o