Bitchka Di strikes again...

Okay...so here's my quandary. I really try to be "nice-goodgirl" person. I can get really down, but I still try to be friendly and happy, and I generally like people unless they do something bad to me.

But there's this person, a gal I assume, on the forums for the webcomic The Jar. And she pisses me the *hell* off. I mean, I absolutely can't stand her. I was happy when she wasn't on the forums for a while, but she's back and very active, and doesn't seem to show any signs of disappearing.

I mean, I can't stand her to the point where I avoid anything on the boards that she's involved in--because frankly, if I respond to her posts at all, it'll be in a mean way (like the response I made to her today when I couldn't stop myself anymore).

Why the hell is this? She's never done anything wrong to me, never said anything bad to me--she just annoys the living hell out of me, and I want to club her like a baby seal. I mean, acting all "I'm so cute and cool" and being full of herself isn't a crime. Neither is writing other forumites' actions and saying what their reactions are to her--yes, it's a forum faux pas, but it's not a crime. But...I get so upset, pissed... *flails* Other people for the most part don't seem to have a problem with her--some even seem to really like her, and like getting involved in forum RPs with her. So...is it just me, I guess?

I just feel like some mega-evil-bitch type, for disliking her so for no reason. I keep thinking "I must be a bad person because I feel like this". Gah, I don't know. I just don't. My brain must be wired wrong or something.

Ehh...in the end, it's not *just* her that's been causing me to be a lurker on the forum these days. It's just not like when I first showed up, and the few months beyond that--the people I met and got to know then, and thought were really cool and fun, just aren't around as much. And the flock of newer people...I dunno, I think it's some that they're younger. But I just don't really like them very much. There are some that are cool, but... *shrugs*

But this gal...I really have to watch myself. I don't want to become the big forum bad guy by going off on her, even if for some god-unknown reason I personally think she deserves it. I'm just fscked in the head, I guess. :p Bleh.

Stay good, Di...stay good! ^^

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Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiin...

Of the physical kind: Shoveling. Ooh. >< I hadn't done that in aaaaages. And you know, there's more snow out there than I first thought--and it's kinda heavy for being so damn powdery. The motrin bottle is my friiiiieeend! (Oh right--I'm a computer geek! I don't *do* physical labor stuff! D'oh!!)

Of the mental kind: After feeding Anj, Gina, and James a rather decent chili (one of the few meals I can prepare from scratch well) we watched Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon--still as good as the first time I'd seen it, wow--and then...*PAIN* Miyuki-chan In Wonderland. Oh my gaaaaaaaawdandjinkies! That was a side of CLAMP I'd never seen before (i.e. the fanservice side ^^ ). I am traumatized. But I found it amusing. The worst part about it was the *ONE* piece of background music that just kept repeating over and over.

But I got them back. ^^ After showing them the CLAMP in Wonderland music video (Cute! Sankyuu again, Kea! *glompshugs*)...I showed them the Yatta! video. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! They were scarred mentally. ^^ A winner is me! I love that song--those guys are so damned cute and happy and wearing strategically placed leaves--woo! I need to find the mp3.

Mmm, must find bed. Must not think of punishment my muscles will dish out tomorrow am. >_< *sings badly, does the scary hopping-dance* G! R! EE! N! Leaves!! Yatta! Yatta!