*hugs her Weiss Kreuz "CD Lens Cleaner" CD, sniffles*

[whitereflection]

Hm. I can tell it's going to be a funkya@@ed day mood-wise, when the stupid Weiss Kreuz end credits songs get me crying (note I'm still listening to them anyway). Gah. At least I can hide in my cubicle. No one better try to socialize with me today. -_-;

Need more sleep badly...ain't gonna happen today, tho--we gotta be out late-ish tonight. I hate Wednesday nights, I swear. :p But losing out on sleep last night was worth it, getting to talk with Kenji, Akumachan, and Rei again. Been too long...I've neglected 'em, lately. *flails* I gotta get better about that sorta thing, and quit being out of touch so much. (Gee, have I said this before? *flails flails* )

...eh, I miss Nix. Got to talk to her a bit last night, but her cel phone cut out after only an hour-ish, hour and a half or so. Bleh. And that meant I didn't get to say 'bye to her properly. *flails* I hate that...I don't like signing off without saying that I love her bunches. Feh. Odd that we're talking more by phone lately, yet I miss her even more than ever--I guess it's 'cause I can't IM her constantly like I'm used to. Man, can't wait until she can get ahold of her computer again.

Hmf. Not a good mood, definitely not. Think I should cut it off here, before I get ranting/whining/whatever. Don't feel up to that today. I shall let Ken, Ran, Yohji, and Omi sing me to distraction. *nods* ...damn, I need some new good RanKen (perhaps with a dash of Yohji/Omi) fics. Or maybe some Ran/Ken/Yohji, like all angsty with a sappy ending. Yeah. *sigh*

...I should find the lyrics to 'Beautiful Alone' and 'It's Too Late'. *nods again*

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[clampgakuen.livejournal.com]

Just cause I love you...

(Anime) Wei? Kreuz: Beautiful Alone (N/A)

Ending Song

Toge no aru kotoba dake
konno machi wa utsushiteru itsumo
meguriau hito ga nagareru
shinjitara kuzureso
fuandake dakishimeru hibiyo
moshimo kokoni anata ga
itara hanasanai noni
To every life, there's always an end,
But I close my eyes, I still see your face; beautiful...
And I throw a rose as they now lower you down
But I still believe I'll see you again
I wait for the day that I can once more hold you tight
Until then, I can't cry this pain away
Until then, memories are all I have...

tokeino otoni oikakeraru
wasurerukotode kyoo no hi o
boku wa ikiteiruyo
How I long for one more kiss, just to hold you once again
How I long to hear you say "our love's eternal, never will I leave from by
your side..."

* anata tto bokutono sabishisa o
kasaneru yoni shite kuchizukeru
futariga itameta kizuatoga
utsukushii wakare o tsugeru daro
* I go my way, I journey on, now 'til forever
With the memory of our last kiss to keep me going
And though I am alone again, I shed not a tear
How beautiful is my loneliness, how great is my pain...

nayamashi yoru dakega
ai no kage shiite iru kitto
michi kakeru tsuki o samayo
eien ga owattara
munashisani tsutsumaru sotto
sorani kieru tsubame o tsubasa boku ni attara
As night skies arrive, the heartache begins
For in every dream, the image of you lingers still
So I walk alone, sleepless, guided by the moon
I know I'll give to eternal sleep,
And when that day comes, I'll never again let you go
I'll pretend that I'm not about to cry
I'll pretend that these tears are only rain

shizuka na ameni yasashiku nureru
nanika o motome sonno kawari
boku wa ai o nakusu
As I lie awake at night, listening to this quiet rain
As I bow my head in prayer, my wish is that this burning emptiness inside
would heal...

anata tto boku tto no kannashimi o
itawari auyoni dakishimeru
futari ga kizuita omoide ga
utsukushii kodoku o egakudaro
I close my eyes, I turn around, and go on my way
With the dream that somewhere out there, love, you wait for me, too
And though I am alone again, I shed not a tear
How beautiful is my loneliness, how great is my pain...

repeat *
* repeat

((I only have romaji for the second ED - gomen!!))

Honou no you na Kanashimi iyasu
Tsumetai ame ga konya wa furi tsuzuku
Dareka wo aishi Dareka wo nikumi
Itameta mune no oku made shimite iku

Ano hi shinjita koto
Sore wo koukai nanka shite nai
Itsu ka wakareru koto
Unmei no yakusoku da yo to

KISSU ga sabishikute Kokoro hanareteku
Futari kako ni aetara yokatta no ni
Setsunai omoi mo itsuka
Sotto natsukashiku naru

Naze umareta no ka Naze ikiteru no ka
Donna riyuu mo ame ga keshite iku
Nani mo tsutawaranakute
Ai wa kowareru

Aoi honou wa Kiyoku no na-nokori
Hari no you na ame ga tsuki-sashite iku
Dareka no sakebi Dareka no yume ga
Nureta hodou no katasumi iki taeru

Nani mo dekinai kedo
Hitotsu mamoritai mono ga atta yo
Tou ni kakushita kara
Ima wa warau shika nai no sa

Ame ga kanashikute Subete kanashikute
Moshimo shiawasena toki kizametara
Hakanai negai to shitte
Sotto namida wo yurasu

Ame yo furu ga ii Honou kieru made
Soshite yume no uta kata o houmurou
Nani mo tsutawara nakute
Ai wa kowareru Ai wa kowareru


More when I can clear a little of this work off my desk. I've been slacking so badly. *hugs, loves, misses constantly cause you're so special*

--nokoru

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[whitereflection.livejournal.com]

... *sniffles, glomps you and hugs you tight* Thanks hon--that was really nice of you. I appreciate very much.

Meh, even someone just doing something nice for me is getting me worked up today. *flails* Sorry, I promise to quit being so moody asap. You know me...I swing down, then the next day I'm up. My usual weirdness, I guess.

*snuggleshugs* And you take care of *you*, too, right? Call that dr friend of your dad's or at least go see someone--you need to have your wrist/arm looked at, 'kay? (BTW, my buddy Anj once had tendonitis and got pain like that--she had to reduce her typing, but not stop it entirely, until exercises and temp use of a wrist brace got her back to full speed.)

*extra hugs again* Miss you too, and love you bunches. :)
--Di